Why do I feel this way? Why does this feel so familiar? I got my life back to how it was before... As normal as it can be. I got my sister back, her trust and love, and protection but....I still have a lot to work towards don't I? I should be happy right? Right? I am... At least...I think I am... What's wrong then? I don't know what I'm looking for... It's there...I just can't find it...I don't know what it is that I want... That I need.... Why do I feel so sad? Why do I feel so lonely? So exposed? I feel like half of me is missing but I can't find myself to make me while again... Will I forever be this way? I have a feeling I know what is causing this but I don't want to believe it.
I just feel so lost... No one can help me...Because no one knows exactly how I feel.
"No one can make it out here alone." And I'm all alone....
Someone please tell me that I'm just seeing things...Tell me its not true... Anything to make me forget this nightmare....*cries*
