[Self harm]
After I left Jae's house I locked myself in my room.
Staring at the envelope.
It's been a week and I haven't came out to eat, and I haven't slept.
And tomorrows his funeral.
I've just been thinking, and thinking.
Something felt weird.
I dunno why, but I felt hope.
But I also felt guilt, and dread.
And that feeling turned into self punishment. That I haven't done in months, because of a certain someone. But here I am, doing because of a certain someone. Well not really, it is my fault after all.
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is he really? 🛁 Jyatt
Fiksi Penggemar"I can't believe you have the audacity to say that after my best friend killed himself." [t.w. suicidal thoughts and actions] [happy ending.]
