It's possible that I am not going to be available until August 26th since my sister is acting like a total bitch and wants me to leave, and that's what I'm going to do, and I won't have and Internet connection at my aunts place since she is acting like she doesn't know the what the freaking internet is like boi stfu.
And I also had this fight with my sister, she kicked me out because I didn't have her my headphones -_-
Thank you for telling me I should kms, after I travel all the way from Germany to you just because you are to lazy to come to us.
And thanks mom for not listening to me when I said 'let's stay at home this summer. I have a bad feeling.'
Oh and thanks for supporting my sister instead of helping me, since she hurts me for freaking headphones.
I think this is the last time I am going to be here.
I mean, traveling is not easy. It's exhausting and stressful + you are scared.
Especially after the car crash we had, I am really scared when we are driving home. There are mountains and these rocks fall down and it happened last week. The street was blocked and I was so happy that nothing happened to us.
And another reason, I will definitely not travel all the way to my other 'family', so they can tell me how worthless I am or that I should kms. They can tell me that over the phone tbh.
I am done with both sides and I hope they will never see my face again and I hope I won't see their faces again because I'm sick of it.
Like, I stay up at night to take care of your baby, I even offered to stay here tonight so you can go to dinner with your husband since it's the day when you married him 3 years ago, but all you do is hurt me (physically and spiritually or something), throw things at me, tell me I should die and kick me out, and all that because of headphones. Wow.
And the funny thing is, she has her own headphones.
Everything happened for nothing.
Well okay, I won't be here next year so I don't have a problem with it.
I'm really done with them, I won't allow people to tear me like this, especially the people I have to call family.
See you jn 2 weeks and a few days.
Maybe we will visit my uncle again, then I can be online again. Smh
