Poem VIII

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"You wrote me a letter"

The hum of your music

Heard by my lonely room

But it seems that my hearing

Was drowning beneath my ageless longing

It seems the time of me

Came closer and closer

In this thick skin that I have live with

Its crawling onto my bed

Crippling inside my blanket

Freezing my reckless life

I have never lived

With my wounded lips

May I speak with you, death?

"Not yet

Not yet

Not yet

My dear one

My mind was ready

But my heart

It still lingers into my wide awake

You cannot dare me to live without you

I just need more

More time to waste by my hands

To be felt of such undesirability

To not yet die by your own

Let me walk breathless

Fearless

Once more

Once again

It was not a life that I can tell to anyone

But for you who seek my last breath

Please listen to the poems I will write for him

Let be the stranger of me

Be the judge of you

Give me life pills to keep me alive

Just for you to listen

Closely for my miracle

Not yet

I begged of you

Not yet."

Your vivid presence

Seems like were faraway

Where a distance of us

Seems so fragile to walk through

Because of the unknown lungs coming through you

The sounds that you're making

"I must put it into words

I must write your song

I must

I must find your broken hymns"

Reaching this unmoving ceiling

My legs seem to not know what was I doing

"You, old woman

Grit your teeth

Sink that weakness

Let yourself go

And find that pen

Where your life depended on it

Old woman

Not yet

Not yet

Not yet..."

My head was nothing now

Out of sight

It seems that I'm falling

Failing to gasp for wind

Death,

I told you not yet

Not yet

Not yet

Not ye-

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 02, 2017 ⏰

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