When u want 2 tell people to start calling you by your preferred pronouns but you're either too scared to, people get pissed at you, or ignore what you said and continue to start calling you "she" even though it hurts you when people do that. I'm having this problem a lot especially among close friends and family. They're only 7 people that refer to me as male and that's my mom, a couple of cousins and a few friends and it's very rare when they do that. My mom only refers to as male and calls me Hayden over text, my cousins only do it when it's just us, and my friends only call me Hayden and still refer to me as female (I've actually had a couple of friends calling me Hayden and using the correct pronouns and I love them for that) but nobody else does and it makes me upset. (Sigh) I'm getting therapy soon (hopefully) so I can talk this stuff out cause I've bottling stuff up (not just the Trans thing) and it's starting to get worse. Anyways that's it for now. Hope you guys have a nice day ✌️
