aye
i don't watch jake anymore :/
and i can't find the motivation to continue this story.
i'm trying to finish at least one more chapter where lucy and jake reunite, but it's hard bc i do not support jake anymore.
i simply can't write about him or romanticize him in this book anymore. so if I were to publish my last draft right now, it would be incredibly shitty. lol.
i'm trying to watch his videos to start my love for him again, but it's hard. mainly because of the fact that he's blocked me on social media and that's damaged my appreciation for him. (we had an argument and he called me ignorant over a subject that I am well educated/informed on and then blocked me?)
(also because of the fact that he publicized the whole 'Logan Paul suicide forest' incident and used Logan Paul's content + a dead body IN HIS THUMBNAIL)
so if anyone's actually reading this just know I'll try to finish the LAST CHAPTER for u. ❤️
bye bitch,
lyss :-)
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spark ❧ jake dufner
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