Unhinged

Human Touch

"Having to make you come and save me" He sounded disappointed in himself, as if he had let me down.

"Scott, you didn't ask me to 'save' you, not once. It was just a happy coincidence that I was here, and for the record, I'm glad I was. Do you want to tell me what was going on though? I get if you don't want to, I just don't understand." My voice was small and wary.

Scott gulped, contemplating his next thought. 

"I didn't even realise you walked in Mitchy. I was so wrapped up in my own thoughts, that I didn't even hear you, nor see you." He took a breath, slowly warming up to confessing what was really going on. "This is going to sound really lame, but I could of sworn he was here. He was coming towards me, like he used to. I just felt so helpless, and I was so scared. I couldn't move. I was stuck, just sitting there, waiting for the inevitable."

My brows furrowed, who did he think was here?

"No ones here to hurt you honey. But who did you think was here?"

"Charles..."

Charles? I certainly didn't know a Charles, and in the couple of days I had known Scott, the only outsider name he had uttered was Alex, and Alex is very different to Charles. Maybe I should talk to Alex, he might know who this guys is, and what I should do?

"I'm not ready to talk about Charles, Mitch. I'm sorry." 

"No its okay Scott. You don't have to tell me anything, but I am here to listen if you need me to."

I didn't need to see his face to know he was smiling. He snuggled his head further into my chest, arms wrapped around my body, making butterflies erupt in my stomach. Every time he moved a muscle, those butterflies would dance, making me feel a little guilty for enjoying this moment.

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*Scotts POV*

I woke up to the smell of coconuts, soon realising it was Mitch's hair. 

Mitchs hair?

Why am I smelling Mitch's hair?

Then it came back to me. We must of fallen asleep together when he was cradling me, although during the night, positions seemed to have changed, and now I was, rightfully, the bigger spoon, holding Mitch's small body in mine. This was cute. He was cute.

We were cute.

Well, we were cute when I wasn't having a mental breakdown, which lately, isn't that often. 

I didn't want to disturb him, so I laid as still as possible, watching as his tiny frame lifted up and down to his heartbeat. It was a peaceful morning, the wind whispering softly and hummingbirds flying past the window every so often.

If we were birds, Mitch would be a hummingbird, allusive and hard to catch.

What would I be? I would be a -

Mitch stirred quietly, I stopped breathing momentary, not wanting to wake him.

Too late. 

He turned around to face me, our bodies being closer than ever before. 

"Good morning" 

Mitch sweet voice bringing me out of my bird thoughts. He was much more important.

"Good morning sleepy"

"Wow such a cliche, you couldn't think of anything else?" 

W*w.

"Wow okay then, good morning sass pot"

"Much better, we'll work on your greetings shall we. We need original, we need fierce and we need it now!"

"I'm not quite sure how you have this much energy when you woke up 0.2 seconds ago Mitchy, but I can't keep up with you. How about we go back to sleep? Sleep sounds so good right now"

"I'm kinda like a bird you know, always hovering around, so much energy and no one can stop me. Kinda like a..."

"Hummingbird" I whispered.

"Yeah! A hummingbird! We're so in sync"

"We are the band NSYNC"

"I think what I love about us is our synergy"

"Its so real"

"Its real"

"It feels-" He cut me off.

"Its visceral, I wanna say"

"Its visceral"

A hummingbird landed on the windowsill, perfectly timed, as though in a movie or a book.

"I'm gonna take that nap I was talking about" I just wanted to sleep, with Mitch in my arms and Mitch on my mind.

"That sounds like a good idea Scotty. Hope you don't mind me staying here?" His tone suggested an open question, one that I was more than willing to answer.

"Of course not, just like you, Im always here for you."

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