NFKRZ x reader lemon - Fall

Asleep

You wake up in the middle of the night crying. This is the 5th time in the whole week.

Nightmares.

These nightmares are the worst, they haunt you. You don't like talking about them. You're starting to think you have PTSD or something, is that even possible?

You look up at the wall closest to you. The clock says its 3 am. Tick tick tick, you watch it as you contemplate everything. your life, your family, your pet, Your boyfriend.

Roman, he's here for you.

Realizing he's here you feel butterflies in your stomach, every time you wake up from a nightmare you forget he's right there. You're the luckiest girl on the planet.

You turn your head to the left of you and catch a glimpse of Roman, his eyes are wide open and looking at you. He knows what happened and so do you. You wipe your nose to make yourself more presentable.

"H-hey.." You manage to say, your voice is so weak. So pathetic.

Roman looks at you for a moment and shoots you a knowing smile. "Nightmare?"

You nod your head and sniffle a bit. You turn your face away from his and it goes red as you realize that you, a grown woman, still wake up crying in the middle of the night like a little bitch. You're surprised he hasn't broken up with you over this.

"I'm--" you search your head for something. Don't know what to say, so many thoughts. You just want Roman, you want to feel his touch, run your hands through his dark hair. You want him to put you back to sleep.

Like he always does.

"Please?" You say in a desperate voice, he always helps you in these situations. You can't do it yourself, no.. It doesn't work when you try to do it. You cannot pleasure yourself like he does.

Roman puts his hand on your slim waist making you gasp, it caught you off guard. His hands are so hot. So good. So euphoric. You want more, you need more. He forcefully pushes your small body against him. Your ass is settled against his crotch and his face your neck. He makes you feel so safe. Like a little baby. You're all his.

You want him to do more. You want him to fulfill you. Ruin you. You hear his deep voice chuckle directly into your ear just before nibbling and biting on it. It sends shivers down your spine and you let out a little moan.

"I'll help you." He says as he moves his left hand away from your waist and instead onto the front of your panties, softly squeezing, teasing you. You're already soaking wet down there, you can feel it. You let out whimper and wiggle your butt against his now hard-on, teasing him back.

He starts licking and biting your neck all the while he's slowly moving his fingers against your heat. Emphasis on slowly, it's driving you mad. You close your eyes and bite your lip. "Roman.. p-please--"

Before you can finish your pathetic sentence he moves your panties out of the way and inserts his middle finger into you. You gasp and moan but quickly bite your lip, almost drawing blood. It feels amazing.

He's now ravaging your neck, attacking it, leaving love bites and scratches. You feel like you're in heaven. His presence, the heat from his body, his fingers, his mouth. Roman is over loading your senses. Tears slowly leak down your face again. You can't take it. Yes, this is way too much.

He hears you softly crying and you can hear him smirk against your neck. He's a sadist to some degree. He brings his right hand under and around your lithe body and starts playing with your right nipple.

Your moans are starting to get louder and louder, your nipple is your danger zone. He's tweaking, flicking and rubbing it. You can also hear the lewd noises his fingers are making down there, despite it being embarrassing, you love it. He moves his fingers exceptionally fast, hitting your g-spot.

"Roman, f-fuck." You say as you put your small hand on-top of the one that's going to work down there, squeezing and digging your nails into his hand. You're trying to slow him down, you want this to last. You can feel his hand moving, pleasuring you. This doesn't stop him though, he just goes faster.

You can feel yourself getting very close now. Your eyes are clouded from the tears. Your head is clouded too. All you can think about is him. You want him inside of you. To fuck you until you pass out. Until you fall asleep.

"Pl-please... I need... you" That's all you can muster out before you turn into a moaning crying mess again. You have a deep itch inside of you. You spread your legs so he can get in deeper.

"Hmm." You hear him say, like he's contemplating something, anything.
"No." Roman says with a little chuckle. His deep voice almost sends you over the edge. Just his voice alone drives you mad.

You gasp and arch your back. He's being ruthless. Your eyes flutter shut. You're breathing heavy now. Your moans and whimpers are louder than ever. You start grinding against his fingers, trying to fill yourself up even more. He notices this and slips another finger in, driving you mad.

"Cum for me" Roman says just before he bites down on your neck. Your whole body shakes and you have the best orgasm you've ever had. You can hear the wet noises you're making. They're almost as loud as your moans. As you cum against his fingers your legs shake and you throw your head back and furrow your eyebrows.

"Fuck" you whisper out as Roman removes his fingers out of you, making you gasp. You're shaking now. It still feels like he's inside you. Everything is sensitive.

His hand and fingers are completely soaked. Before you know it they're in your mouth and you suckle on his fingers like a little baby, you taste sweet. You don't even care. Your head is completely blank, you feel completely out of it.

After you're done cleaning his fingers off and you've come down from your high, you flip around so you can look at Roman, to be able to look at the man that almost completely broke you. You look up at him and shoot him a coy smile. He looks down at you with admiration.

"You did so fucking well. You know I love you, right?" He says as he wraps his soft warm hands around you, squeezing lovingly. You nod and peck him softly on the cheek. You have no words. You fucking love him.

So instead of speaking and possibly turning into a stuttering mess you just nuzzle against his chest softly, you feel light headed. You can tell you're close.

What's funny is that every time you wake up from a nightmare, he's right there, ready to help you fall asleep. Every time he helps you, you end up falling asleep right after. That's not the good part though. Every time you fall asleep, you dream good things, happy things.

You dream of him.

You've started looking forward to having nightmares now, he only ever does this when you have nightmares. You find it a little twisted. Are you a masochist?

You let out a little noise and close your eyes, all this thinking is making your head hurt. It's making you sleepy.

Just sleep.