The sand underneath her wobble for a while as she stood, her blood runs cold as she connect her eyes with the brothers.
"Sam."
"Dean."
She says. After all this while of running, she can't believe she ended up bumping into them still. It has been 7 years, so why on earth would they still be chasing her?
They look so worn out, those bags under their eyes tells her brain that they have lost hours of sleep. But she knows that either way, they'd still be lacking of sleep because of what they do. Hunting things. Saving people. The family business.
Did they save Adam?
No.
"This is a dream. A fücking dream."
She turn her head away and close her eyes as she whispered this chant. She wants to believe that her eyes are seeing things from the past and that she's in her cabin bedroom, sleeping.
"This is a dream. A dream." She half yelled, closing her eyes tightly this time.
The two brothers look at each other for awhile, their eyes clearly shows guilt when they've come to realize that they're the ones who caused all of this.
They ruined her. Physically and mentally.
"This is not a dream, Sophia. This is really us." Dean says, his voice sounded raspy as he explain himself to the broken young girl.
She open her eyes, and saw them again. She then blink them once and twice until her eyes hurt. But their still in front of her, blocking her path.
She then made the decision to walk away from them. So she step aside, walking past them.
"Sophia, wait!"
Sam shouts, holding her arm. She didn't turn around because she's too afraid of what she'll see in his eyes.
"Let go of me." She said, her chest hurting, her breath is getting faster and faster. She had her anxieties and she needs her medicine.
"No, Sophia. We're not letting go of you." Sam said firmly.
"Please." She tries her very best to sound ok.
"Sophia, we just want to-"
"Please!" She shouts, her eyes turning to him now with red eyes and tears running down her porcelain cheeks.
That take them by surprise and Sam lets her go so she could run into her cabin with a panic. Once she's in, she took her medicine and consume it along with water.
She take deep breaths and close her eyes. She then heard her door being open and again, the brothers appeared in front of her. She looks at them bitterly, with no emotions in her eyes. Like she didn't mind at all even though her heart is beating wildly.
"Sophia..."
She heard Sam called out to her. Ignoring them, she walk to the couch and sit down, starring at nothing but her reflection from the coffe table.
She looks like hell.
"How did you find me?" She boldly ask them.
The silence were dreadful. She hated it and the fact that she wants to know how they found her made her loath this situation even more.
Sam come up to her closer, stopping beside her, still standing. "Your mother told us."
"How long have you been searching for me?"
"Eversince we lost you, 7 years ago." Dean replied.
She looks up to the oldest Winchester and her heart breaks. She quickly turn her head away from the man.
He looks so much like Adam.
His hair, his eyes, his face. They all look so similar to her Adam's. If she were insane, she would've lunge towards Dean and called out Adam's name.
But then she turned to Sam and the fact that Sam is in front of her now made her realize something.
Adam is already gone. Because Dean didn't choose him.
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Say His Name
Fanfiction"If she forgets how bright his eyes were, if she forgets the sound of his laughs and cries, if she forgets his face, if she forgets who he was to her, and if the world forgets him, all she had to do was say his name 'cause that way, she knows that h...
