Lost love (Ben Bruce love story)

New Way Home

"One more push" a nurse says holding her hand

"They can't hear us" Damien says "We are simply ghosts passing through"

"Where's my father?" I ask

"Out. Working. I thought you would know that"

Cries scream out of the little child

"Here is your beautiful baby girl" a doctor says wrapping me in a pink blanket and giving me to my mother

"Now lets take you to your first steps" Damien says

"Come here Kayla" my grandmother calls. I miss my grandmother so much. I loved her she was always there

"Will I see my grandma?" I ask Damien

"Haha, No she made it into heaven" He laughs evilly bringing tears to my eyes

"Good job baby girl!" Grandma praises

"Now to... well you'll see" Damien says

I see my dad taking vodka and Mountain Dew out of the fridge as little, 8 year old me, me plays house.

"Goddamn you child" My dad says tripping over my toys and sitting on the couch. He puts on the football game and begins his mixture of alcoholic shame. 30 minutes later his team is tipsy and losing.

"Please Damien don't do this." I say

"Watch" he bellows snapping his fingers making my eyelids stick open and not be able to close

"Damn you child" my dad says kicking my plastic house making fake furniture fly in different directions

"Daddy? Where's Mommy?" Little me asks

"Mommy's gone. Sleeping off a depression high." Dad says throwing a punch

"OW! Daddy stop!" I scream causing him to hit me more and more till little me can not move.

"Next stop." Damien says unsympathetically. I think he enjoys his job

We stop at a ski slope. When I meet my friend Derek. We met in Colorado, him and about 12 other guys, and I all chilled in my place up in Colorado. Our experiences. Man.

"Hey, I'm Derek" Derek says walking up to innocent 11 year old me.

"Hey" I say shyly

"BORING" Damien says as he sees the happiness in my eyes. He speeds up time

I watch as Derek give me some acid and I trip out. A while later we kiss. A few days later:

"Oh Kayla!" Derek groans

"Oh Der-bear" I scream.

We were having intense sex. 11 year old Derek and I was obviously high as fuck.

"Down and dirty" Damien says bringing me to the next scene

It was me sucking my first boyfriend, Tim's dick in an empty movie theater. I remember this wasn't our first time orally. But I definitely see now why I am in Hell.

"Oh Kayla." He moans and he ejacalates into my mouth. I still remember the taste of watered down salt.

Me cheating on Tim with Derek. Fuck.

"Take this acid. Sweets." Derek says

"Okay. But no funny business" 14 year old me says. I am dating Tim.

"Fine fine." Derek says

Damien skips time.

"Oh Derek. I love you" 14 year old me says when Derek makes me orgasm.

The only thing was. I wasn't high. I am cheating on Tim. Full knowingly. Shit.

"Still need proof why you are in hell?" Damien asks

"No" I say

"Too fucking bad!" he laughs and goes to the next place

I'm 18 still in school.

"Katie is a lesbian. Cheating on Nathan!" Kalli whispers in my ear

"No way!" 18yr old me exclaims.

"We have to do something."

"What should we do?"

"Tell Nathan"

Damien speed up time

"Nathan I have something to tell you" I say uneasily. "Katie's cheating on you with Bridget. A girl from Canada."

"See. You are a whore. You just wanted Nathan. You got them to split." Damien spits. I break down in tears. I'm fucked.