Jake POV
"Uhm I-I...." rice stutter
"Go on or get out" I said angrily trying to get out of the hospital bed, the pain went through me, but quickly got stopped by Logan, "I was here to apologize" rice said with his head looking to the floor "listen I'm sorry about all this beef" he said
"Idc anymore" I said trying to hide the tears
The nurse came in and asked for them to leave but will only get to have a guest in one by one, Logan started off
He opened the door with red puffy eyes
"I'm sorry Jake...." he said clearly in pain
He ran up to me and hugged me tight
"I'm sorry too" I said as tears flow down
We cried in each other's arms
I looked up to seeing Logan crying, it's the first time I saw him crying in like years
"I wish nothing had to ever start" I said
I was scared to think, I was scared of myself, I was a monster towards people, crazy enough to know, that I wished I died, I wish before suicide, I shouldn't have texted people, I would have been left there in the floor dead, and happy in hell. I pushed Logan away, and looked down
"I wish no one came to rescue me.." I whispered
"What do u mean" he asked
"I wish I had never sent that message to anyone, I wish I was left there on the floor dead, the world is against me, I like a monster to the world" I whispered as tears fell down my face
"Why are you saying this, without u, I'm nothing to the world, I love you Jake and I don't know what to do without u" he said
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Alissa POV
It's my turn
But should I go in, yeah I should
I knocked on the door, hearing a whisper saying come in
There he was in the bed, looking worst then ever, I could tell he has been crying,
I walked in, as soon as he saw me he looked away, looking at the knife on the counter next to him from the scene
"Jake I'm sorry...." I said
"I'm sorry too" Jake said still looking at the knife
"Please look at me" I said as a tear rolled down my face hitting the ground
"Please Jake, please" I said as tears won't stop falling
"I'm sorry, I knew it was a mistake" I said
"Y did u come over?" He silently asked
"Because the message" I said
"Y did u have to come" he asked
"Because I knew something was up" I said trying to not say I care about him
"U could have left me there, I would have been more happy, I could have died, I wished no one came, the world is against me, I mean nothing to them, everything I do, makes people hate me, I can't deal with this anymore!" He yelled
He reached over to the knife that he used
He looked at me one last time and stabbed him self in the leg
"JAKE!!!! PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND STABBED HIM SELF, PLEASE SOMEBODY!!!" I yelled as I fell to the ground, I'm a crying mess
Logan came rushing into the room as he heard me, he looked at me and Jake, jake was laying there doing nothing but looked dead
Logan POV
I left the room and hopefully not let him do it to himself again
The thought of Alissa coming was just something I knew it won't go well
As I let her in, she made a promise of not getting him mad
10 minutes in, I heard her yell for help as doctors came rushing in, I ran through the door seeing Jake on the bed with the knife in his leg, Alissa on the floor sobbing
No no no no no
I knew this would happen.....
Hey hope u enjoy
Idk abt this story but i might delete it, I don't think it's good enough
But tell me wat u think and if I should continue
