After Effects

Part I - When Everything Changed

****WARNING: The following story contains and depicts themes of suicide, depression, harm, and domestic abuse. If you are sensitive to these topics, it is recommended to not continue. Please proceed with caution.  

Jin

I was always really sick. I knew the time would come for me to leave, but I didn't tell anyone. There were too many people who depended on me, and I didn't want to send them into a frenzy, overreacting, trying to do anything to save me. There's nothing that can be done to save me, I've already tried it all. Anyways, everyone's time comes to go, mine just happened to be earlier than most. But these boys, I know they can last without me. They're strong. So much stronger than me. I've seen what they've been through, and it's a lot. They're still dealing with these problems, but they can get through it. I know they can make their lives better. It might be hard, they're all so young and they've all lost so much, but they'll do it. I know it.

It happened suddenly, even I didn't think it would happen this soon. We were out at the old train tracks, running around, just having a fun time when all of a sudden it just hit me, an excruciating pain in my head. I tripped to the side, falling over while holding my head.

"Hyung," I heard Jungkook say, "Are you okay?"

All of a sudden, everything just got blurry, the voices fading out. I was able to make out the figure of Hoseok walking towards me. He stopped, and suddenly, screaming. I couldn't make it out, however, everything was just slowly fading out. I saw people crowding around me. I felt them holding onto me, carrying me, but soon that feeling went. Everything was numb. I wasn't able to feel anything. Everything went black all of a sudden. I don't really remember what happened for a while after that, but I woke up in a hospital bed, all six of my best friend's sitting around. Jungkook had been crying. I could tell, his eyes are red and puffy. He was the first one to see me wake up.

"Hyungs," he said, with that sweet little voice.

They all looked up at once.

"What happened?" I asked, still a little confused. Hoseok is the first one to speak up.

"We were on the tracks and you just fell over and passed out. We took you here. The doctors said they don't know what's going on with you." I nodded.

It was my sickness. I still didn't tell them about it. It would've been too much to take in within the little time I had left.

"Hyung, it'll be okay. The doctors will figure out what happened and we can all go home." Namjoon tried comforting me.

I nodded, knowing that it wasn't going to end like that, no matter how much I wanted for it to. The rest of the day was a blur, he boys constantly tried spurring conversation. They said it was them trying to distract me from everything that happened, but I knew it was really them trying to push away their own fears of what might happen to me. They understood what was happening, and they just wanted for it to go away.

The time finally came after they had finished eating. They all sat around me, Taehyung taking a nap in his sit, Jungkook and Yoongi quietly having their own conversation. They had realized something went wrong when Jimin was trying to talk to me. I was telling him a story of my old dog when I just stopped talking. The pain was back. I couldn't talk. Jimin could tell from the look in my eyes, something was wrong. He started tapping Hoseok, and he just nodded, running out of the room to get a nurse. All eyes were suddenly on me. Jungkook and Yoongi were immediately by my side, holding my hands. Namjoon had woken up Taehyung and the two of them were standing next to Jimin. Hoseok had come back in with a doctor, everything suddenly fading out. My hearing went first. I was just seeing everyone, crying, frantic. Then it all just went black.

And that was it. I wasn't upset, however. I knew the time would have to come and it came the way I wanted, me with my closest friends, my only family sitting around me.

I really did think the boys would end up okay, but I did not expect for what happened to happen. 

A/N: Hey guys! I'm back with another story. I planned this last night and got to writing right away because I'm so excited for this! It's a BTS fiction but not quite, at the same time. I was watching a VCR and I had finally completed my own theory for the Wings Trilogy and this is what it is! I changed some parts to fit the story, so if you look back at all the videos, some parts may not fit in exactly, but I hope you guys enjoy! Even if you don't like BTS, I'm trying to make this story as entertaining as possible for everyone so please read, share, and vote!