...I NEED MY SPACE...

Chapter One ~Introduction...

¶ Emily💖 ¶

My life is a total disaster. I get bullied every single day of my life, since middle school. I thought nerds were people with glasses. I guess anyone can become a nerd even without a pair of glasses👓. Just yesterday I was at the cafeteria eating with my friends Jesse, Estelle and Luna.
Jesse and I were childhood friends, we have been friends for 16 years, Estelle and Luna joined the friendship league in highschool, Year 7 Estelle had eyes for Jesse while Luna was crazy, no one messed with her and got away.

These three meant and still mean a lot to me, they were always there for me and they helped in every possible and impossible way. They were the best~best friends.

Every thing that happened in my life were bearable till it happened, the most dreadful thing, something I never imagined would happen to me

The people I called my best friends left me, I couldn't believe it, they just walked away, turned their backs on me and left me in the dark.

Yesterday we were in the cafeteria during lunch, eating and talking about Estelle's undying love for Jesse,we were having fun, laughing till tears rolled down our cheeks.

And today I'm in the dark, remembering all the things we did together. The part that hurt most was the fact that Jesse left, he didn't even respect the years of friendship we shared.

I couldn't think straight any longer. I spent so much time thinking of what I had done, I found out that I did nothing. They were given a condition ~leave me and become popular, Or stay with me and become like me~. I began to ask myself "what am I?"

I was presently at home watching a movie just to feel better, but I didn't, My mind kept wondering back to them. How could they do this to me, they weren't real friends. I felt like I had eight holes in my heart, I already had five, from the death of my parents and siblings. Now I have an extra three, for the departure of my best friends. They don't deserve the title 'best friends'. It would have been better if they were dead like my parents and siblings.

I sat on the floor staring at the screen, not paying attention to what was going on, then I made up my mind, I can't live like this, No one is by my side, nothing to hold onto, nothing to live for, I can't live on this earth anymore.

"I'm gonna kill myself" I said standing on my feet... "After I have my bath" I added and went into my room tossing my clothes in the laundry bag and heading to the bathroom...

AN: This chapter was unexpected...but I hope it was okay...

Too short; For the first chapter, I was aiming for 450 words but I hit 500 words... Lol..
I'll make sure the chapters are longer...

I hope you like it 💞