Everything Has Changed [EDITING]

EHC 13: At the end of the day...

This day was a bliss for I met some new friends--well I considered them as one, I was able to take some pictures which I really like and no one wants to me piss me off scratch that the so-called "Partners" that the vice president of the council insisted. Ugh! Forgot that thing and relax my body for today.

I was comfortably lying on my bed when suddenly nanay linda knock down onto my door. Actually I wasn't expecting, and I was totally shocked when she said that mom wants to talk to me personally. What the hell she ate now? 

So since she wants to talk to me, I immediately go down stairs and saw her sitting on a couch in the living room wearing her signature serious face. What do I expect? She was like whenever she talks to me. I walk towards her and suddenly she stood up and just one click I felt my cheeks were slapped.

Oh! I wasn't dreaming.

She really did SLAP me.

Now, what did I do again? May ginawa na naman ba akong mali at agad niya itong nakita? Halos kulang nalang sabunutan niya ako, what the hell she's up to?

Bigla namang may binato siya saken and last thing I knew nagliparan na para bang mga papel yung mga larawan na ibinato niya sa mukha ko. I looked down, and guees what? Picture of Kevin and I kissed. Fortunately, It wasn't a kiss kasi wala naman talaga, sa unang tingin ganon talaga mahihinala pero walang naganap na ganon for pete's sake! Hanggang dito ba naman issue pa rin yan?

"Is this what you do in school? Ang maglandi?" Wow. Just wow. So she means taht I am flirting at school? Dafuq, if only she knew that I really hate that guy and I never thought that my mother would blurted out that kind of words from her own daughter.

"Answer me!" Sigaw nito

I just look at her. I felt that anytime my tears will fall kaya naman I tried to control it as soon as I can cause I don't want to show her that I am weak that I cannot defend myself infront of her.

*paaaakkkk!!

She slap me again

"Answer me!" saka pinagyuyog-yug ako.

"Ma'am tama na po.." sabi ni nanay linda. She was trying to stop mom from hurting me pero sa huli nasunod pa rin si mommy.

Pinagsasampal niya pa rin ako at di ko namalayan tumulo na pala yung luha ko. All this time I do my best just to make her proud but still even a piece of words wala akong narinig mula sakanya. Ever since nung elementary ako she was comparing me to my brother and my cousin Samantha. That's why I pursue myself to be on top of the class. I graduated as valedictorian in highschool but still kulang pa rin pala. She kept on comparing me to others and that's what I don't like. I have my own knowledge and strength for pete's sake! why don't she just trust and believe sa kakayahan ng kanyang anak?