Loved and Forgotten (sequel to hood love)

chapter 30: self centered

~ 2 weeks later~

Calasia p.o.v

These past weeks been good for me. I just been ignoring Dre and his bullshit. I'm getting closer and closer to my due date. I'm ready cause I know what I'm ready to go through again. But yeah last week I finally let tayon take me and raj out for pizza and he kept his word it was just gone be us talking and despite me crying to him about everything it felt good to let all the bullshit out. I realized I need to focus on myself before I get and jump into another relationship. But right now I'm home with Raj just watching TV and she's really dying from watching wilding out. I can tell my baby gone be goofy. I'm rey have diamond come over so we can have a girls night. I got her some weed and us some wine and ordered pizza and wings. And guess what soon as I heard the door bell ring ... I opened it and it was this bitch with the pizza and wings in her hand.

Calasia: bitch how you get the food

Diamond: I payed for it and brung it to the door bitch

Calasia: thanks hoe

Diamond: girl you gone let me in or not

I just moved and closed the door. She sat the stuff into he living room with everything else. Raj starting jumping up and down when she seen diamond

Taraj: *reaches for diamond* di-di

Diamond:*laughs and picks her up" lasia bitch I think she telling me to die

Calasia:*laughs* no bitch she saying your name can you do me a favor and give her a piece of pizza and sit her ass In her playpin

I just watched as diamond did as I told her. And I got us plates and glasses and the snacks I bought. She came back and we sat down and started talking

Diamond: bitch I've been needing this... We've been needing this

Calasia: I know I was gone let taraj go with Dre but I changed my mind

Diamond: speaking of this nigga where the weed bitch before we get into him

Calasia: I already rolled the blunts for you they in that rello package

Diamond grabbed the blunts and took one out and lit one up. She puffed it a couple times and passed it to me. I know I said I wasn't gone do it but my doctor told me I can do it all the way up till my 8th month and I got 4 more weeks till that so fuck it I need to get out of my feelings

Diamond: speaking of Dre bitch why did I see him and Lanae at the grocery store

Calasia:*pass the blunt back* what you say when you seen them together

Diamond: bitch I told him ets a damn shame he keep downgrading

Calasia: lol I'm tired of beating et bitches ass to but I owe her a ass whooping when I drop

Diamond: what she do this time

Calasia: bitch its what she did when I was beefing with her when I had taraj and remember the bitch kept fucking with me and I told her I'ma beat her ass when I see her

Diamond: well bitch ets two ass whoopings cause I'ma drop her ass next time I see her

We both laughed and kept smoking and when I tell y'all I was high. I was high as fuck. We're already on the 3rd blunt just talking

Calasia: bitch we need to go on a trip soon

Diamond: bitch is that the weed talking or you serious?

Calasia: no bitch I'm serious let's go to Jamaica bitch. We deserve it. The money we been making from the drug dealings... and all that shit we got saved up and ain't even touched a dime yet... We worked our asses off to get to where we are. The whole crew deserves a trip bitch .... And guess what

Diamond:*laughs* what

Calasia: we're going bitch

Diamond:*laughs* I already knew that

Calasia:*laughs harder* bitch I'm slow let's eat

We just started smashing. I had went to go check on taraj and her fat ass done fell asleep with the crust in her hand slobbing . I couldn't do nothing but laugh. But I put her in her room and went back and enjoyed my night with my Bestfriend.

End of p.o.v

Dre p.o.v

Man I don't know what to say about myself now. Everything's falling apart. I lost my soulmate. I haven't seen my daughter in two weeks. Calasia wants nothing to do with me. I'm heartbroken and mad at the same time. Fucking bitches I don't know to get my mind off of her doesn't work. I just miss her and I can't do shit about it. I made it this way and I gotta accept it. If I could go back and change everything I would . But Damn I'm not gone give up that's a no no. But I will do everything in my power for her to forgive me.

End of p.o.v

Diamonds p.o.v

I'm drunk and High, with my Bestfriend. This is all I could ask for. Little shit like this means the most to me because if I know I'm going through some shit I can go to her. But right now ess bitch is falling asleep and I guess that's what we are ready to do is pass out.

End of p.o.v

Authors note:

This is a short chapter because the drama and good stuff is going to start happening in the next few chapters leading up into the ending thanks for everybody and everything y'all did to support me