Insecure Thoughts and Colorful Locks

The rest of the story-final chapter

~time~skip~~bc pancakes~~end of school

Tyler

I stuck my cold hands inside my hoodie pocket, my fingertips finding a cold metal razor blade that I had forgotten to take out of my pocket. I am surprised that I hadn't noticed it earlier today. My mind immediately thought back to the numerous scars lining my forearms leading all the way to right below my bicep. I didn't notice until now that we were pulling into the driveway to a huge house. "We are here Ty" Josh said breaking me from my thoughts. I grabbed my bags and followed Josh but he stopped before the front steps of the house. "I forgot to tell you but did you pack swimming trunks?" Josh asked catching me off guard. "No." I said now worried. "Don't worry I brought two pairs" Josh reassuringly. "Oh ok thanks" I said relieved. As we walked in I heard smoke alarms. "Aw Brendon not again" Josh said in the open air around him. I could hear Brendon yell from the kitchen " I WAS TRYING TO MAKE PIZZA" "you have to take the cardboard from the middle" Dan, Phil, Josh and Dallon all say in unison.
Dallon grabbed a chair and quickly turned off the smoke detector. "Is this a normal event for you guys?" I said giggling (yes ty was giggling. FiTe mE oK)

3rd person

After Phil ordered a pizza, he sits down next to Dan and lays his head on Dan's shoulder. Brendon goes to sit on the couch but is pulled by Dallon into Dallons lap. Josh and Tyler just sit in the floor leaning against the tv stand. when the pizza comes, Josh leaves his spot next to Tyler to answer the door. Josh turns to Brendon and says " hey buddy dude friend my dear Brendon do you have any money to pay for this pizza?" Josh said smiling widely could he get anymore adorable Tyler thought swooning at the boy standing at the door. "Just take some." Brendon replied not want to move off of Dallon's lap. "Ok. Sweet." Josh said handing the money to the pizza delivery guy.

Josh

After we finished eating I noticed a bit of sauce on Tyler's face and grabbed a napkin and told him to look at me, he was slightly confused until I dabbed the napkin on his face, wiping the sauce off of his face. He was blushing and I assumed I was too. Dan saw us like this and yelled "get a room!" Jokingly. Tyler and I quickly broke eye contact as the guys around us laughed. Brendon says " speaking of rooms, there are only 3 bedrooms in my house." I turn to Tyler and say quickly "I usually take 3rd bedroom but you can sleep with me or you can sleep in the bed and I will sleep on the floor." "I'll sleep on the floor you take the bed" Tyler said.
"No"
"Yes"
"I can just sleep with you. If that's ok" Tyler said trying to end the disagreement. 
"That's fine" I said agreeing with Tyler.

3rd person

"Let's go for a swim" Brendon said.
The guys all go their separate ways.
Tyler follows Josh into a bedroom.
Josh handed Tyler one of hiss pairs swimming trunks. "T-thanks." Tyler manages to get out. Tyler and Josh stared intently into each other's eyes for a few minutes before Josh blushed and said a quick sorry while rubbing the back of his neck. "Sooooo" Tyler said, still blushing as bright as (Josh duns hair jk) a fire truck.
"I'll go change in the bathroom" Josh says making his way (downtown ik again im sorry im a walking meme)towards the door.

Tyler

I change into Josh's swimming trunks and they were my size...surprisingly. Thankfully it covered the scars on my thighs but there was still my arms. I can tell my cat scratched me. As I walk out the door I am greeted with Josh. My god his abs. Oh god I am probably bright red. But he is so hot tho.
"You ready?" Josh asked me looking with his mocha eyes into my Caramel eyes.
"Yep" I reply quickly.
He stands there for a while, just staring into my eyes.

Josh

"The guys are probably asking what is taking us so long. We don't want them to get the wrong idea" I chuckled while rubbing the back of my neck.
"O-okay" Tyler said following me down the stairs.
"What took you too so long" Brendon said dragging out the 'o'
"What takes you and Dallon so long in the shower?" I remarked gaining a chorus of laughter after my smart comeback.
Tyler died laughing.