If Only ⇢ Kai x Ein

⇢ Chapter 2

More tears formed in my eyes, blurring my sight.

"Then.. I met Aphmau.. She was a helper who showed me around, and she didn't care that I was an omega, she was the only one who didn't make fun of me. I always thought she was just hiding her ears and tail. She was amazing and I wanted her.. I don't know why but I just felt like she was my only source of happiness in the dark world I lived in. She defended me from the people who would pick on me for being omega. Although she was human, she was different, and I knew she'd never hurt anyone. When I found out she was human, I was hesitant at first but then realised that she must be the only good human and I had to take care of her.."

"But then.. I became alpha with her and thought that I automatically got closer to her. Soon after I discovered that a guy named Aaron was also interested in her, and he became her boyfriend a while later. He completely dethroned me from my place as alpha and I could no longer teach the werewolves to be strong.. I wanted revenge. I still wanted what I wanted. He was standing in my way and I knew he was an ultima from the day he challenged me, so I kidnapped Aphmau and begged him to turn her into a werewolf, since only that was missing. But he rejected, which resulted in... Well.. You know what happens next... Now here I am.. Beaten and defeated.."

Tears were completely streaming down my face by the time I was finished. Everything I worked so hard on failed. I just wanted my parents to be proud of me and smile down at me from their place in Heaven..

I heard small sniffs coming from Kai so I looked over at him and saw him clenching up his hands into fists.

"I.... I.... I'm.. So sorry Ein..." Kai cried

I smiled reassuringly at the boy who idolised me.

"Kai; as I said, it's not your fault. I shouldn't have kidnapped her... If only I just told her how I truly felt earlier instead of going overboard and getting myself expelled. She pleaded me to stop.. If only she knew the truth... God, I wish I just told her.." I cried harder, grief hitting me like a brick.

"Even if I did manage to turn her into a werewolf, kill Aaron and all her friends, then I'd have to live with knowing she doesn't truly love me... Only the potion that I gave her loves me...." I stuttered. Not from the cold, but from the amount of hurt filling my body.

My crying was soon interrupted by the sound of footsteps moving closer to me. I looked up and saw Kai hovering above me with tear stained cheeks as he sat down next to me and put his arm around me, careful of my wounds.

I tensed at first but let it sink in.

"Ein... Your story has changed my life.. I understand from your point of view that you think werewolves need to be strong in order to keep themselves safe. You think it's in a werewolves true nature to be powerful and above humans, right?" Kai asked.

"Yeah, so?" I replied, not understanding where he's going with this.

"I get that you had a rough past, but I believe we should take other people's safety into consideration as well. In highschool, the werewolves were just beating eachother up, even the humans and meif'wa were getting harmed. Don't you think play-fighting was enough?" Kai trailed off.

"How could you say such a stupid thing!? It was clearly the human's and meif'wa's faults for getting involved in werewolf business. Humans deserve to get hurt for what their kind did to my parents for no reason!" I shouted at Kai and tried to break free from his grasp, but immediately stopped when a flash of pain went up my arms and legs. I forgot I was kinda stuck down here.