I failed her

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I love Paul so much but, if letting him go to be happy is what I have to do then it's what needs to be done. For the well being of my imprint. I say as my eyes close....
(Sam's POV)
it's around 1 in the morning. As I walk in to the house with Emily.

I hope Sarah's a bit better. She whispers

So do I. She doesn't deserve to be hurt. I whisper back as we walk into the living room and see Sarah fast asleep on the couch in Paul's letterman's Jacket and a slideshow of her and Paul playing on the tv.

They were great friends before what happened right? Emily asks

The best of friends. They did everything together. Whether it was going to visit some family in Texas or just a simple walk to the beach. They were always together. They were inseparable. I  say looking down at my baby sister softly snoring

She looks so cute. Emily says with a smile.

She looks happy. She looks like nothing can hurt her. I correct her as a tear rolls down my cheek.

What's wrong? Emily ask

Nothing. I reply

Alright then I'm going to head upstairs and go to bed. Emily says as she walks away

I feel like I failed her as a brother. I says as soon as she walks away. As her brother I'm suppose to protect her from all the bad in the world but I can't even protect her from the pain her imprint is causing her and it's killing her. I cry as I take a seat beside my baby sisters as   

Oh Sammy, you never failed me as a brother. I hear Sarah say as she wraps her arms around my shoulders.

But...

But nothing Sam. You haves protect me my whole life. Remember when I nearly got attacked by that leach? Who protected me?

I did.

And when I was a kid and thought Randle was under my bed and was going to kidnap me to power his Screamovator who stayed in my room and "fought" the monsters away

I did

And when mom and dad would fight who protected me when dad came home drunk and tried to hit mom and me.

I did.

And  when I was getting bullied by the older kids at school. Who protected me then Sam. Who? I ask

I did

Dame right you did Sammy! You protected me from everything that could harm me. This one time you couldn't protect me. Doesn't mean you failed me. You are the greatest big brother I could ever ask for. Never forget that if it wasn't for you and all you support I wouldn't be doing the thing I've always dreamed of.

I know.

And don't you EVER forget it. I may have lost Paul but I have you. My big brother and frankly I rather you any day. I love you Samuel Constantine Uley

I love you too Sarah Elizabeth Uley.

You tired? I ask

No not really.

Do you want to watch a movie? I ask

Sure. Sam says as he turns on the tv and seats beside me while wrapping his arms around my shoulders as I rest my head in his chest. I love you Sammy. I say quietly as my brother and we watch the fast and the furious on the tv...
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Quick question who else love Fast and Furious? Who's your guy's favourite character and which is your favourite movie

My favourite character is Dom and my favourite movie is 5 or 7 😊

RIP Paul Walker 😥

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