spring day || namjin

이젠 얼굴 한 번 보는 것도 힘들어진 우리가

: Now it's even hard to see each other's faces :

I looked at you, your eyes shining and glistening with water. "Why are you crying?" I asked you. You sniffed.

"Because you're n-nice enough to l-let me b-back into your life even after I broke y-your precious h-heart." you said, stuttering while trying not to let more tears come out.

"Aish, Namjoon-ah, don't do that. I'm doing this because I care."

I looked at you, then poked your cheeks. You smiled, wiping your tears away and sniffing, then poked my cheeks back. "Your cheeks are squishy."

"I know. Your cheeks are squishier."

"They can't be. Your cheeks are some of the squishiest."

"So are yours."

"Both squishiest?"

"Okay."

I let go, flopping onto the couch. You followed, wrapping your arms around me and putting your head on my shoulder.

I smiled. "Jin?"

"Hm?"

"I missed you."

"I love you too, Joonie."

You started to tickle me. I slapped your hand away, trying to stop you. You kept going.

I laughed.

You tickled my sides while I was squirming around, trying to move away from you.

"Hey, stop it!"

"Never!"

I kept laughing, you enjoying it. You finally stopped tickling me, as I caught my breath lying down on your long legs.

"Want something to eat?"

"Yes please!"

I got up and went to the kitchen. You followed, never taking your eyes off me at all. I could feel it.

"Namjoon, stop watching me cook, it's embarrassing."

"But you're cute when you cook, not saying that you're not cute otherwise, and you like it. You're blushing."

"Fine. Come here and help, wait, don't help that's a bad idea, watch me cook over in the corner." I get out the materials smoothly, dancing to music in my head.

I see you smile out of the corner or my eye.

I lower my head down, smiling underneath and try to cover my eyes with my hair so I don't have to look at you. You come over and hug me from behind. I yelp and drop the pan I was holding.

"Don't do that!"

"Sorry. I just couldn't resist."

"Do you want food or not?"

"Yes, pleaseeeee Jin-hyung."

"Then don't scare me like that."

"I won't."

I picked up the pan and resumed cooking sprinkling spices. Adding tons of fish sauce when you weren't looking.