Glow Up!

Past...

It started. I couldn't bare the thought of it waiting another minute, I knew he couldn't either. I taunted him with memories as I touched his face and traced his lips as I had done so many times before. For a minute I thought I had actually missed him, until I smelled him and he started talking about illegal shit on the phone. I thought he had learned his lesson last time when he had got locked up and spent damn near 3 months inside because the judge wasn't about to let him out on bail.  I thought the time given would be appreciated.. yea fucking right, it wasn't!  How could he think he was ready to move forward with me when he was doing the same shit I had left him for in the past. WHY! Why don't these men get reality why? Here I was holding him down,taken his ass whoopins on the daily and he still couldn't change his ways for me. I'm tired of the same ol' shit...this time I choose to not settle......