internet friend | binwoo

07

|get redu 4 sum sadness|

dongmin97: hello?

binbunny🐰: hi dongmine

dongmin97: can we talk?

binbunny🐰: yeah ok sure

binbunny🐰: whats wrong

binbunny🐰: ?

dongmin97: my life is so chaotic right now

dongmin97: i feel like i can't write well

dongmin97: i just

dongmin97: i don't know what to do.

binbunny🐰: oh

binbunny🐰: um

binbunny🐰: well

bin wasnt the affectionate type, eventhough he seemed like he is, he had trouble expressing emotions especially for people who play a big role in his life,
seeing his favourite writer sounding so weak, he carefully typed in,

binbunny🐰: what happened?

dongmin97: everything.

dongmin97: my father was suddenly so suicidal and delusional that my mother was cheating on him

dongmin97: my mother goes out every night to do extra work and i knew very well she wasn't cheating

dongmin97: i trusted her and defended her everytime my father accused her of cheating because of little things

dongmin97: but little did i know, she was cheating. i caught her, in her office.

dongmin97: i don't even want to think about it but whenever i write or anything, that scene haunts me

dongmin97: i felt so, so sorry to my father.

dongmin97: i hated myself.

dongmin97: not just that,

dongmin97: my grandmother had a stroke once she found out, and now she's laying in the hospital, doctors say she's paralyzed. like, forever

binbunny🐰: im so sorry

dongmin97: i tried so hard to hide it from everyone, i didn't know if that was the right decision to do so.

dongmin97: and its all my fault, i should've trusted my father and understood him more. but now, i can't do any of that anymore

binbunny🐰: why not?

dongmin97: he's gone.

binbunny🐰: oh, again, im so sorry

dongmin97: it's okay.

dongmin97: thank you for listening.

dongmin97: i just wanted to open up to someone.

binbunny🐰: thank you, for opening up to me.

dongmin97: im really grateful,

dongmin97: can we meet sometime?