Roses {S.M} (Completed)

2/ I feel murderously jealous

"You're kidding,right?"-He finally spoke.I shook my head-"I came all the way from Canada to surprise you,when I could spend time with my family and you're telling me you're gonna ditch me so that you can go and celebrate James' birthday?"

"I never said I'd ditch you.You can come with me...I just said we can't keep making out cause that usually ends up with me under you..And we don't have time for that cause I have to get ready"-I shot back

"Why the hell would you organize a party for him?"-He asked.He was angry..Really angry-"You know how much I hate him!"

"He's my bestfriend!"-I argued-"And that doesn't count because you hate every single guy I interact with."

"That's not true! I like Noah,he's cool"-he said-"It's James I don't like"

"You like Noah because you know that he's 100 percent gay"-I threw my hands up.This boy was trurly impossible.Noah was gay and he had a boyfriend..that's why Shawn liked him.He didn't have to worry about Noah feeling something for me.

"So?"-Shawn shrugged-"Even if I was gay,I'd totally do you"

I couldn't help but chuckle-"I don't think you'd be considered gay then baby"

he groaned-"You know what I meant! What is James to you?"

"We're just friends"

"He doesn't look at you as a friend.He looks at you differently..."

"You're jealous"-I teased with a smirk

"Jealous? I'm not jealous! Jealousy is when you want something that's not yours. I'm territorial.I protect what's mine. There is a difference"

I raised my eyebrow-"Oh Shawn,are you jealous?"-I expect a honest answer in

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He didn't even bother denying it anymore -"Damn right I am"

"You don't have to be.I love you and only you"

"I'm not going to tell you who to be friends with.."-he spoke,looking down at his hands.

"Good"

"But-"

I totally felt that big,fat but coming

"-Just don't forget that I feel murderously jealous when I see other guys checking you out or flirting with you.Keep in mind that I'll be completely resonable when I break James' face"

I rolled my eyes-"I told you-"

He interrupted me-"I really don't like him Lana.It's just that you're so close with him...I know that I'm not always near you,but I'll always be there for you.My shoulder is yours to cry on and I-"

I couldn't help myself.I got closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder.He stopped talking at just looked at me.

"What am I going to do with you?"-he whispered,resting his head on mine.-"You drive me nuts.."

Oh this boy

He had me completely.My heart,my soul and body were completely his.

"How about you attend a birthday party with me?"-I asked him

He rolled his eyes-"Fine!"

I smiled as I pinched his cheek-"You're so cute.I got you a present"

His face lightened up as I handed him the small black box.He gave me a peck in the lips as he opened the box,revealing the key chain I bought for him

"Do you like it?"-I asked him shyly .It was fascinating how even after 4 years and a half of dating I still got nervous around him.He tied me into knots,really.

"I love it! Thank you so much"-he smiled as he attached it to his keys-"See? It looks amazing!"

"Sure does"

"I wish I would've gotten you something"-he mumbled as I got my dress off,I was only in my underwear now

"Shawn,you got me the most amazing thing I could've asked for"-I say

"What's that?"-he asked

"Your presence"-I explained-"You being here..It's the most amazing thing I could ask for"

He bit his lip-"You're really not helping Lana.Put some clothes on..or you're gonna be covered in me faster than you can blink."

I shook my head laughing as I ran to the shower.After taking a shower and blow drying my hair,I wore a red,short dress with a pair of golden heels.I straightened my hair and applied makeup.I wore a deep red lipstick

"You look hot"-Shawn said as he came over at me giving me a kiss-"Mhm,you taste like cherry"

"You have lipstick on the edge of your lip"-I whispered looking at him.

"You think that's gonna save you from my kisses "-he smirked-"Stain me all you want baby"

I rolled my eyes rubbing the corner of his lips with my thumb-"Ow"

"Stay still you baby"-I laughed.-"There,all set"

My eyes bored into his chocholate ones.He was so handsome it hurt to look at him.His dark eyes were focused on me and my heart tripped.

"I hate it when we fight"-I mumbled as he rested his chin on my head and pulled me closer to his body

"I hate it too"-he caressed my cheek with his thumb-"I trust you with my life baby.But how can I not feel this way? You're gorgeous,you're beautiful.No wonder every guy looks at you"

I couldn't help but blush-"Well Shawn,I have to deal with your fan girls every single day...and there are millions of them.So don't complain"

He chuckled-"I still don't want you hanging out with him"

"You made that pretty clear,alright"

He cupped my cheek and kissed me slowly-"I love you so much"

"I love you too"

"I'll never get tired of saying it"-Shawn laughed

"I'll never get tired of hearing it"-I winked at him jokingly-"But why do you even love me? I mean,you're you and I'm...me"

He smiled moving a strand of hair,tucking it behind my ear-"I love you because you're you.
I love you because when you smile, your lips always tilt slightly to the left. I love you because when you laugh, you tilt your head backwards and you always close your eyes. Sometimes when you laugh too hard , you grasp your stomach and bend over.And that always ends in a deep sigh and then you smile after wards, grasp my face in yours and kiss me as if we'll never kiss again.I love you because when I do something you like, you giggle. When I do something you like, you look at my lips and say, "I love you" and then give me another kiss. When I do something you like, your eyes light up.I love you because when you're concentrated you always furrow your eyebrows and you bite your lip lightly. I love you because when you kiss me, you grab my face with both hands. When you kiss me, one hand pulls on my hair, while the other runs its thumb across my cheek. When you kiss me, you always do a series of multiple pecks after we end making out. When you kiss me, I can feel you smile and let out small giggles of content. When you kiss me, you hold my face in your palms and look at me for a good while then you tell me that you love me more than anything else.When you hug me, you put your face in the crook of my neck and breathe in my scent. I love you because when you talk about something you love you smile the whole time.When you talk about something you love, you furrow your eyebrows and smirk a little. When you talk about something you love, you let out small sighs of happiness. When you talk about something you love, you always tilt your head to side and shrug your shoulders at the end because you get embarrassed at your enthusiasm. I love you because when I make you blush, I always tease you about it and you blush even more. When you notice I'm sad, you'll hug me and tell me you love me. When you notice I'm sad, you'll ruffle my hair and whisper in my ear, 'I love you Shawn'.I love you for so many reasons, if I listed them all, this would never end.The best way to put it is, I love you because you're you.You're pure,genuine,honest and selfless..And I will love you until I take my last breath on this earth"

And yeah,just like that,I fell a little bit deeper in love with him.