Belgium Nights

Emotions

"I hate the tightness in my chest that occurs whenever I'm internally breaking inside. It feels like every heartstring is being snapped as my tears roll down my cheeks. That tightness lasts the entire night and I wake up with puffy , tired looking eyes. That tightness later developing into a pain that follows me everywhere. Heartache.

It just never stops. It follows and pursuits me like I'm a criminal when In fact I didn't even think I have the strength to face the day because I spent the whole night praying that it'll go away. Everyone's having a good time while I'm hopping what's written on my face will go unnoticed as I squeezed through crowds of people who made me go through this.

All along I chose to believe this pain will eventually go away but nevertheless it chose to stay. It's so frustrating because I wanted to belong here but it turned out to be engulfed with flames of fear.

Then , I left. With a memory that never should have happened."

- temporary people