Belgium Nights

Hurting internally

"You really hurt my feelings and I don't know how to make this pain go away. The truth only exacerbated the overwhelming pain. Now, it's either I can't sleep or I can't stop thinking about you.

Your eyes used to be home to my homeless soul, somewhere I can rest and feel like everything is perfect even when it's not. Now, looking at your emotionless glances just hurts me even more. It speaks of nothing more of strangers that used to be walking through the cities holding hands and you gazing into my eyes like I was everything.

I'm still thinking how can I heal from the gaping hole in my heart that wasn't supposed to be there in the first place? "