Max and Harvey Imagines

Bestfriend (Max)

y/n pov

im with my bestfriend max, were in the mall because i have something to buy and i ask him if he can go with me he said yes

were done buying my stuff

"do you forgot something?" he ask making sure i already buy all the things i need

"nah, i already buy all. You hungry?" i ask him

"yup" he said

"okay my treat!" i volunteer but he refuse

"no my treat" he said

"no max you already treat me many times... so its my time to treat you" i said and we stopped in five guy's

we ordered our food and we talk for a while and someone called max and then..... its loren grey... (guys sorry if i said things about loren or if you like her sorry.... were not in common i hate her since i see her video mocking baby ariel)

"hey max" she said and not minding me...

"oh hey loren... how are you?" max ask and they talk and my insecurity's flow to me.... yes she's beautiful i admit it... perfect face and perfect body... unlike me, i have a ugly face, fat body (nah you don't no ones perfect were all the same but different kind of beauty ;) )

yes she is beautiful... but i dont like her, i hate her by...(guys again sorry) ugh i can't tell what is it or i can't even imagine what is it

but when i saw her i get a little frustration or a little irretated

i shake my thoughts when our order is here... they still talking, laughing some people taking a picture of them... because look they look like a couple

i can't take this... i have feelings for max i can't tell him because when i admit him about my feelings maybe he's going to ignore me and our friendship will over

"excuse me, im going to wash room" i said and i didn't look at them while i stand

when i reach the wash room i stay in the cubicle for a minute to cry... i may not be max girlfriend someday, i still love him... i can feel he have a feelings for her

i stand up and i retouch when i get back i didn't see them... he leave me... i feel a tear falling down i wiped it and head home

fast forward

im lying on my bed and thinking if what they are doing now... i hate this being stuck in the friendzone

ring....

i look at my phone it's max... i clear my throat and answer the call

'y/n i have to tell you something!'
"yeah? what is it?"
'i think im in love with loren' this 8 words hurt me
"oh... really?... why don't you try to tell her what you feel?.. maybe she feel the same..." i said controlling my sobs
'should i?' no please... not her just love me...
"yes just try" tears falling down in my face
'okay okay... ill try'

i end the call. my heart broke into pieces knowing that the one you love is loving someone

im only stuck in a bestfriend... nothing more nothing less