random thingsssss

i cant sleep.

It's 12:45 AM on Wednesday, June 14, and I can't sleep for the life of me.

I haven't been able to have a full-on conversation with anyone without interruption from either side.

I haven't been able to sing in a month. I only sing when I know no-one else can hear. So yeah.

I've been so brain-dead recently I've made plenty of grammar and gaming mistakes that I watch out for normally.

I'm losing motivation. Fast.

I miss my friends.

I miss my cats.

I miss my home.

I miss my old life.

I can't get a firm mental grip on anything anymore. All my mind has been on is missing my friends, missing Sora (one of my cats), and playing KHUX.

I can't make a good animation for shit. The last MV that I made was a Vent-ish PV because I was too stupid to realize it was speed 5.

I can't talk to anyone irl about my problems, no matter how much they say I can. Whenever I start ranting, they get annoyed with me. So much for talking to them.

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm not supposed to be here. I feel like I'm not meant to be anything. I just feel... Worthless..

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