Poems

Memories

Floods rush,

I must hush.

It mustn't hurt me,

but it still stings thee.

Your sight,

in the night.

I try to stop it,

but they come with a hit.

Why me,

not thee?

It doesn't go like the breeze,

oh these memories.

~B

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There we stood,

It felt so good.

I was too shy,

Sigh.

There we sat,

We barely chat.

I was too shy,

Sigh.

There we messaged,

I was damaged.

I was too shy,

Sigh.

Everything is in my mind,

everything I find.

I should've been better.

I'm sorry for this letter.

~B

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It's eating me up,

tearing me apart.

It comes and it goes,

but it always remains.

Worthless,

ugly,

weak,

stupid,

fat.

It taunts me,

it haunts me.

All alone,

nobody cares,

they hate you,

fake,

fragile.

They all leave me,

they all walk away.

The thoughts,

the pain,

the tears,

the memories,

everything.

It's negative,

I know.

It's terrible,

I know.

It's painful,

I know.

Negative thoughts,

same here.

~B

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I know I should forget the past,

but then it comes back so fast.

Eating me up alive with every second,

and I can't get rid of this infection.

Laughter and smiles are buried deep,

never for my memory to keep.

It's just all the pain and damage,

and I can't manage.

I want to forget about it,

to make the pain quit.

Never look at my past again,

send it all down the drain.

It's just comes back soon,

Escaping the lagoon.

It'll will never go away,

and my life turns to gray.

~B