I am dead now

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now that i am now dead everything is like so different , I kind of Regret it Rylen actually cares about me, and i went ahead and did it anyway even though he begged me not to , Guess that's why people hate me i guess i don't know really , people always talk stuff about me I wonder if i was alive and someone stopped me would I still do it ... i wonder , Again and again that if my parents deep deep deep deep down that did they really Love me , I know they didn't but i can deeply believe that they sorta did i don't know , but i wonder if i had friends other than Rylen Would i still Do this i wonder Many things Like why would i do this? I hurt the only person i cared for and that was Rylen, I truly did love him but i guess  i couldn't find the bravery~courage, To say what i had to say about him. I loved Rylen With all my heart, But sometimes I wonder if he meant his words like "I love you". "your my light and without you i'm in the dark". like those types of sweet things , People say what they want but sometimes you can't believe it even if you want to believe it, after you lost trust for that person. You can't find it in your heart to forgive them or take what they say for real you'll just think its a joke

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