Jin's POV
I laid flat on the sidewalk, letting my tears fall down my face. Namjoon is trying to help me, and I just ran from him because I'm afraid to fall in love with him.
It may seem crazy to think that I could fall for someone so fast, but I know I will if I stay around him.
I can just leave him hanging on the edge like that. I know where Tae and Kookie live, maybe I should go talk to them.
I really need to apologize for hurting Namjoon. I saw the hurt in his face when I told him no and ran. He even went out looking for me.
I started walking towards the street Tae and Kookie live on.
Namjoon's POV
"Well, why did he run away," Tae asked me, handing me a cup of water.
"I don't know, but I have this weird feeling in the put of my stomach. I-I don't know what it is-"
"You're falling in love with Jin."
"I think so too," Kookie stated, patting my back.
I do care for Jin a lot, even though we have just met. I don't know if I am falling in love with him or not.
"Even if I am, he wouldn't like me anyways."
"Oh hush. He would like you."
"Maybe you should get some rest, come in the guest bedroom."
I followed Jungkook and Tae into the hallway, stepping into a room.
"If you need anything, we will be in there. The three guys haven't came yet, but when they do, I'll wake you up."
They closed the door. I lifted up the covers, snuggling myself into them. My thoughts of Jin took over me, letting me to fall into a deep sleep.
Jin's POV
I knocked on their door, stepping back a bit.
The door opened, and my teary eyes met with Jungkook's.
"Oh my goodness. Tae, boil some noodles, Jinnie is here."
Kookie grabbed my hand and pulled me inside. I fell into a deep hug with him, crying hard into his shoulder.
"Jin, what happened?"
"I-I think I'm falling in love, but I don't want to accept. I won't accept it."
Tae walked over to the couch, wrapping his arm around me.
"Jin, you have to accept love. You can't let your feelings for someone hide forever. Who is this girl you're falling for?"
"Is not a girl. Actually, it's Namjoon."
"Jin, we have something to tell you," Tae said, smiling softly.
"About three hours ago, Namjoon came to us crying. He thinks you're angry at him for doing something. We even noticed a cut on his wrist. We don't know if it was intentional, but it was bad. We fixed it up after he fell asleep."
I looked at my own scars and started crying harder.
"I have to apologize to him. I can't lose him."
"Yea, you can't lose him because you love him, Jin," Kookie said seriously.
"You can't hide the fact that your like him."
I didn't answer. I do have a crush on Namjoon, but I must not say anything because he's probably not even gay. He wouldn't like me.
"He's probably not even gay. It wouldn't matter if I had a crush on him or not because he wouldn't like me."
"Jin, rethink that. He told us the same thing. He is gay."
I bit my lip, not confessing I like him. I won't confess that I like him.
"Fine, I do like him, but I won't tell him that because I don't want this," I lifted up my sleeves to reveal my scars, "to happen again."
"Namjoon has a sweet soul and he wouldn't hurt you. You have to give him a chance."
"I would, but I'm too sca-"
"No, Namjoon wants you. He told us. He doesn't just want you, he wants your body, he wants to love you, he wants to taste you, he was to kiss you. He wants you, and you have to accept that. Let that sink in your brain."
I let it sink into my mind. After thinking for thirty minutes, I had already ate and thought through my feelings. I stood to my feet.
"I will confess my feelings to Namjoon. I will go now and do it."
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It All Started With a Text.
FanfictionWhen Namjoon text a boy because he's worried that he is on the edge of suicide, he starts to find interest in the boy. When Jin receives a text from a stranger asking if he was okay, he gives in to actually try to find happiness with the starnger. W...
