(title sounds weird wtf)
Brendon let a small sigh escape his lips as he just finished a concert, he loved concerts, they were amazing, he loved the fans he would meet, they're always so energetic, it made him feel happy that he had fans like that.
He smiled and walked off stage, he huffed wiping the sweat of his forehead, he hummed knowing he should probably take a shower then head to bed, he sighed heading to his dressing room and relaxing, concerts were fun yes but tiring, he smiled and sat down. He hummed shutting his eyes, he hummed. Brendon was so exhausted, he felt like he was nearly asleep till he heard a knock at his door, Brendon groaned, he didn't get up, he just hoped whoever it was would go away, he sighed, another knock was heard at the door , louder, he groaned "alright, alright i'm coming!" he huffed, and headed over to the door, opening it, he noticed a tall figure in front of him, ah Dallon, he looked up and Dallon and smiled "Hey Dal, what are you doing here?" Dallon looked down at Brendon and leaned against the door frame, a smile plastered on his face "I just wanted to say you did a great job out there, and hey maybe later you wanna go get drinks?" Brendon smiled "Thanks, you did great too, and I would love to get some drinks man!" Dallon smiled "Great! See you later then!" Dallon chuckled and walked away, Brendon shut his door and smiled, he sighed, Brendon loved hanging out with Dallon, Dallon was a great person...Brendon sighed and ran a hand through his hair, honestly he has mixed feelings for Dallon, he was just a friend, but at the same time, he fucking loved Dallon, he sighed a small frown on his face, he loved his best friend in the world, and if he told Dallon that he loved him, maybe Dallon wouldn't wanna be friends, maybe he would be rejected, he sighed and shook his head "fucking crazy" he muttered.
Dallon and Brendon headed to the bar to get drinks, Brendon caught a few glances at Dallon, he nervously bit his lip 'you're gonna have to tell him, If you don't he might go off with someone else and you could never tell him how you feel after that Brendon..." Dallon looked at Brendon a raised his eyebrow "Hey Bren, you alright you seem distracted..." Brendon snapped back into reality, he looked at Dallon and smiled "yeah I'm fine...it's all good...nothing's wrong..." Dallon furrowed his eyebrows, concern on his face "well...alright" he sighed, Brendon bit his lip and let a small huff escape his lips.
Brendon hummed and held onto Dallon, yeah they went out to drink, yeah, Brendon got fucking wasted, did he regret it? Not one fucking bit, Brendon chuckled and poked Dallon's side, Dallon flinched and huffed "stop that!" Brendon smiled "you're so cute when you're maddd~" he slurred and snorted, holding in his laughs, Dallon rolled his eyes and shook his head "Brendon were going home, you're drunk, you need rest" Brendon huffed and crossed his arms over his chest "nooooooo" he pouted, Dallon grabbed Brendon's arm and started pulling him towards the door "I do not care!" Brendon pouted and yelled "I DON'T WANNA GO" he screamed, Dallon groaned and dragged Brendon out the door, Brendon looked at Dallon and pouted his lips, Dallon stared at Brendon "You're going to sleep when we get on the bus you know that?" Brendon nodded and sighed "fine..."
Brendon huffed as Dallon helped him into the buss, Brendon stumbled and laughed, Dallon rolled his eyes and got Brendon to his bed, Brendon crawled in his bunk and sighed, Dallon smiled "Okay Brendon, goodnight" Dallon hummed and started walking away, Brendon grabbed Dallon's hand "nooOOOOOO" Dallon looked at Brendon a raised his eyebrows "what now?" he retorted and let a small groan escape his lips "I like you...." he mumbled at looked at Dallon, Dallon sighed "Brendon you're drunk you don't know what you're saying!" he whisper yelled, Brendon sat up and stared at Dallon "No Dallon I...I know what I'm saying! I may be drunk but that doesn't mean I don't know what I'm saying!" he said, a few tears threaten his eyes, 'Dammit Brendon you blew it...you knew this was a bad idea' he thought to himself, he held back tears, Dallon looked at Brendon and pulled his hand away, Brendon looked up at Dallon and frowned "you know what forget it!" Brendon yelled and slammed his door shut. Dallon jumped back, he frowned and bit his lip nervously...he'll talk to him tomorrow.
Brendon sat on his bed, knees pulled to his chest, he didn't know how to feel, he was sad, angry and confused, he wanted to cry, could you blame him? Being rejected by you best friend...Brendon tugged at his own hair and huffed, a few tears running down his cheeks, he furrowed his eyebrows, a small whimper escaping his lips, he didn't mean to say he loved Dallon, it just slipped out, he was drunk, it slipped out... he kept saying that to himself, he knew it was a lie, he was lying to himself, he wanted to scream, he wanted to cry, he wanted to hold someone, someone telling him everything will be alright, he knew that wasn't gonna happen, he huffed, he needed sleep, needed energy for the show tomorrow. He sighed as he relaxed, he lied down on his back, he couldn't sleep, he huffed, shutting his eyes relaxing, slowly falling asleep.
Brendon paced back and forth in his dressing room, he was on soon, he was nervous, he's never been nervous why is he so nervous now "god dammit brendon calm down!" he screamed at himself, tangling his fingers in his hair, Stress, anxiety. He was scared...why was he scared, he heard a knock at the door, he froze, he huffed calming himself "w...who is it?" he asked, clearly anger still in his voice "It's Dallon" ...Dallon... Brendon practically ran to the door and quickly opened it, he stared at Dallon and bit his lip "What do you want?" he asked "I wanted to talk..." "about...?" "last night" Dallon said, Brendon felt his breath hitch in his throat, he huffed "why? You wanna tell me how you don't love me? How I'm a fucking fool for even THINKING you would love me?! Because I know you don't Dallon!" Brendon yelled, clutching his fist, tears threaten his eyes, his breath was heavy "Brendon please...that's not it...please just talk with me please" he begged, Brendon bit his lip and sighed "Fine" Dallon gave a small smile and sat Brendon down, he sat next to him "so...what you said...did you mean it?" he looked at Brendon, Brendon looked back, his eye were full of hope "...maybe" he muttered under his breath, Dallon looked a Brendon and raised his eyebrows "please speak louder I couldn't hear yo-" he was cut off by Brendon "YES!" he hollered "YES I MEANT IT! Dallon I...I love you, i can understand if you don't feel the same way but I needed to get it off my chest...I'm sorry" he muttered and looked at his feet nervously, Dallon frowned "Brendon...: Dallon placed his finger under Brendon's chin lifting his head up "You don't need to hide your feelings from me, do you understand that? You said you loved me, I never said I didn't love you back, hell you never gave me time to respond to you last night when you said that Brendon!" Brendon bit his lip nervously and looked away anxiously "I know I'm sor-" Dallon cut him off "Don't you dare say you're sorry, you have nothing to be sorry for, understand me?" Brendon looked at Dallon and smiled, Dallon raised his eyebrows "Understand me?" Brendon nodded and smiled "now" Dallon said "You said you loved me...and honestly Brendon that made my heart flutter because..." he sighed and smiled "I've liked you since as long as I can remember, and I'm so happy you decided to tell me" Brendon smiled and grabbed Dallon's hand nervously, he bit his lip and looked at Dallon, Dallon smiled, Brendon scooted closer to Dallon , he huffed and looked at his feet, he wrapped his arms around Dallon and embraced him in a hug, Dallon chuckled lightly, Wrapping his arms around Brendon's torso. Brendon looked up at Dallon "I love you" he mumbled a bit nervous, Dallon smiled and kissed Brendon's forehead "I love you too you dork" Brendon smiled and blushed, his face was flushed, he chuckled and sat up nearly at Dallon's height, he smiled a confident smiled, he cupped Dallon's cheeks and broke the space between the two, he smiled as he brought Dallon in for a kiss, Dallon smiled into the kiss, he kissed back a bit nervously. Brendon broke the kiss and huffed a smiled plastered on his face.
Everyone had just finished another concert, Brendon huffed and ran over to Dallon, he grabbed his hand and smiled "hey when we get back to the bus can you stay with me for a while please?" Brendon looked up at Dallon with pleading eyes. Dallon shook his head and laughed "of course" Brendon smiled happily which caused Dallon to laugh, he acted like such a child.
Brendon sat in his bed with Dallon, his head resting on Dallon's chest, he smiled as he listened to Dallon's heart beat, it was so relaxing and calm, he scooted closer to Dallon and huffed, Dallon glanced at Brendon and ran his hand through his hair, a smile on his face, Brendon hummed and shut his eyes, as he listened to Dallon's heartbeat and breathing, Dallon smiled as he wrapped his arm around Brendon pulling him closer, Brendon smiled "Dallon?" Dallon hummed a small 'hm?" and cocked his eyebrow, Brendon smiled and grabbed Dallon's hand intertwining their fingers "I love you" he smiled and pecked Dallon's lips. "I love you to" he smiled, Brendon sighed and relaxed, leaning onto Dallon, his breath became softer as they both relaxed, falling asleep.
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