SECRETS

PART 31

EXCUSE MY MISTAKES IF THERE IS ANY AND ENJOY... 30 VOTE PERHAPS?

---->BIANCA

#31

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88# These lips can't wait to taste your skin, Baby noo
And these eyes, yehh, can't wait to see your grin, ooh ooh baby

Just let my love
Just let my love adorn you
Please baby, yeah
You gotta know
You gotta know
You know that I adore you
Yeah Baby...

Bianca felt it within her, she felt the connection they shared. She laughed as he made jokes continuously making her laugh. Miguel - Adorn played sweetly entering the atmosphere making it somewhat romantic. They had just watched another Tyler Perry movie "Daddys Little Girls" chosen by Bianca, whilst they ate the delicious food CJ cooked.

CJ: I'm just trying to prove to you that not all men are like Amahli, if he doesn't treat you well why can't I?

CJ had told Bianca ten times that she was beautiful and he hadn't ever seen anyone with such a unique look. He complimented her smile and teeth a dozen times, not including the three times he touched her eyebrow piercing saying it suited her well.

CJ: You just need the courage and confidence to leave him and amma' help you build that baby girl-

CJ winked flicking her chin gently smiling. Bianca knew from this point on that she liked CJ, she didn't care if they'd just met. Amahli never made her feel as special as CJ was making her feel and the butterflies in her stomach could justify her feelings.

Bianca had explained to CJ she didn't know what caused Amahli to pack his things and leave? The argument came to mind but she and him both knew it was over something so stupid that somehow escalated. She hadn't called him, she refused to because she partly felt he was in the wrong and was tired of trying when she wasn't getting anything back. CJ managed to take Amahli of her mind though, making her smile and laugh, having conversations about random things, anything, learning everything about her something that Amahli used to know how to do.

Bianca: Cas- I mean- C- C-

Bianca spoke, stuttering repeatedly due to her nervous emotions. She was terrified he'd turn down her offer and was very reluctant in asking him. CJ held her hands for a minute before stroking her left cheek.

CJ: Calm down, take a deep breath then start again...

He instructed, Bianca nodded doing exactly what he said then began her question.

Bianca: I know we're at early stages and you'll probably be busy or have other important things to do but- would you like to come to my Auntie's Wedding in three weeks time? Its in Jamaica

Bianca whispered the last part, dreading to hear the words she didn't want to hear. It was funny, very funny that she felt so comfortable and attached to CJ in so little time.

CJ: Of course I'll come baby girl, chill- I got you

CJ winked before standing up and leaving the room. Bianca sighed a sigh of relief happy dancing in her head, wanting to scream out "YES, YES, YES". CJ returned minutes later holding his Mac laptop and his bank card resting in his mouth.

CJ: So, if I come- would I have to book a hotel room, or this including accommodation?

CJ asked sitting down next to Bianca, moving closer to her hoping she hadn't noticed.

Bianca: Yeah, the villa has enough space, rooms for everyone really- but I'll take care of that

CJ nodded leaning back, searching for a decent flight to book on Virgin.

Bianca: I'm on the flight that leaves on the 24th of december-

Bianca pointed to the one she'd be on and CJ clicked on it instantly.

CJ: All I have to do is pack and go shopping- damn! I need to tell my mum


88# Sweet lady, would you be my, sweet lover?

Tyrese voice coincidentally sang through the room, CJ turned his head not realising that he had moved so close to Bianca that his lips cheekily brushed passed hers. Bianca giggled staring down at his calling out juicy lips, CJ returned the look glaring at hers.

Bianca: Just this once-

Bianca whispered unaware that she'd just said her thoughts out loud. Her eyes closed as her head slowly leaned in the few inches that separated her lips from CJ's, he pulled her body on top of his as their lips finally reunited.


88# Sweet lady, would you be my, sweet lover?





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Amahli.


The pain that shot through my head the second I opened my eyes, was too unbearable I had to close them back. My mind wondered...

What happened last night? All I can remember was the constant drinks I kept ordering at the bar...

Then the girl I met- who had a body to die for...

I jumped up in fright ignoring the pain that was banging against my skull, I looked to my left expecting to see Bianca but saw-

I moved the covers from her face, nearly dying when I'd realised who I had got sexually intimate with.

Me: Stacey?

I whispered.. SH*T! I groaned covering her back up not wanting to wake her. What had I done? Look at the mess I've gotten myself into? I continued to throw questions hoping somehow they'd be answered.

The ringing of my doorbell increased the pain I was feeling, I got up quickly to answer it; Major and Courtney stood there looking torn down, repercussions of being drunk!

They pushed pass me heading into the kitchen where I followed, I poured myself a glass of water searching through the draws where I kept packets of aspirin.

Courtney: Who's heels are they?

Courtney noticed leaning on the counter, his eyes zooming into the passage. I didn't know what to say so I pretended like I hadn't heard his question.

Major being as nosy as he is, walked out the kitchen and into what sounded like my bedroom; the creaking of the door gave away his position. I knew once he returned I had some explaining to do however I couldn't be asked, my head was banging and I wasn't down for hearing another lecture.

Major: Who's that lying in your bed Greens- cah it sure don't look like La'Jaih or Bianca?

Courtney burst out laughing, placing all the dots in their rightful places, working out that I had indeed cheated on both La'Jaih and Bianca.

Me: Stacey-

I replied turning my back towards them. Major and Courtney were fully aware of who Stacey was from the pictures I showed them of La'Jaih's night out raving.

Major: F*ck bro- what's going on with you, you like to keep it in the family? Sh*t Greens, man I thought you'd stop this sh*t already

Courtney didn't share a word with me, he just stared at me with disgust shaking his head slowly.

Major: You don't think do you Amahli? I swear down you don't, why the f*ck would you sleep with Bianca AND La'Jaih's cousin, what if you get her pregnant?

Stacey walked into the room with shame, she looked at Major before she looked at me.

Stacey: I've got the implant, I can't get pregnant

Major kissed his teeth laughing.

Major: That's not the point, the point is he's just cheated on Bianca, remember her, your older cousin!

Stacey hugged herself glaring back at the floor.

Major: Come Courtney, I don't even want to look at the pair of them-

Before I could reply telling them not to leave and hear my side of the story, even though there wasn't anything to tell, much to say. The door slammed shut, I  placed my finger on my temple, rotating it back and forth hoping it would ease the pain.






Bianca.


I opened my eyes in CJ's arms, I smiled widely feeling comfortable and funny enough loved too. CJ must of felt my sudden move getting up stretching.

CJ: Morning baby girl, sleep well?

I nodded admiring his curly hair I found unbelievably cute.

CJ: I'll set you a bath, I've got a tracksuit you can wear, spare boxers?

I nodded again, smiling. He left the room and I sat there on his sofa, watching 106 & Park that played. The vibration of my phone interrupted my pleasant thoughts, once the caller I.D flashed Amahli I answered expecting to get into another argument seeing as that's all we ever did.

Amahli: Baby, I'm sorry

I smiled, surprised that he'd finally man'd up and apologised I remained quiet.

Amahli: I'm at your house and you aren't in, did you stay out last night?

CJ walked into the room and I put my hands on my lips 'shhh' so he could stay quiet.

Me: Yeah, I stayed at a friends-
Amahli: Keri's?
Me: N- nah- no, Alesha's
Amahli: Would I be pushing it if I asked you to come home, I just want to spend time with you- Bianca, baby I Love You






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I've yearned and prayed to hear them very words and out of all days he decides to tell me now? I smiled jumping up, there was no way on earth I was going to stay at CJ's my man wanted me home and that's where I'm going.

Me: I love you too, I'm on my way

The look of disappointment swiped CJ's face as I locked off the phone, he held a spare towel in his hand.

CJ: I heard, Amahli wants you home

I nodded, picking up my hand bag then looking around the room feeling uneasy.

CJ: Baby girl, its okay- Go, I'll see you another time. You know your way out don't you-

CJ said walking off in the opposite direction, his mood and vibe defined nonchalant and unbothered making me feel slightly guilty that I had bailed out on him.

I quickly brushed it off making my way out his house not before looking back and remembering the special night we shared together.

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The guilt that dawned on Amahli caused him to take the first step within his relationship, which is why he apologised to Bianca.

He had tried calling Major and Courtney but they ignored his calls completely, he didn't understand why his decisions bothered them when he was living his life.

La'Jaih then crossed his mind but he refused to call her, like he said he would wait until the wedding and he wasn't going back on his word. He planned on making her crave and beg for him, beg for his magical stick and beg for all the loving he would give to her when they were isolated and just alone.

He wanted La'Jaih to know that he was calling the shots within what he still referred to as a relationship and that he wasn't ready to end things with Bianca because he was comfortably content.

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