Blame Game

Chapter 11: Two can play that Game

Just chillen as of right now... thinking. Thinking about the fame, money, cars, groupies, fans.. everything. I realize I can't have it all if I want what's best for me. The girl of my dreams who I almost had walked away because I chose the fame instead of making her my girl. Yeah, I regret it a lot and I wanna start over and prove I do want her and my fans or the groupies aren't going to stop our relationship... last time I saw her was at her studio and she still didn't care for my explanation and kicked me out. That was 3 weeks ago. I've been dealing I guess..

Today was one of those days I just didn't give a fuck, so I sparked up and called over a few bitches and my bros to light up with me.

"Aye chick, come sit on daddy's lap" I lower the chick with the red hair over to me. She sits her phat ass right down in between my legs on my dick... tryna tease a nigga. I thought since I can't get Sophia right now, I might as well have my fun one last time before I make my move again to get her.

"Hola Papi.." she whispers in my ear placing her hand on my thigh.

I blow the smoke out, "You wanna hit this?"

She nods and takes it out my hand and hits it about five times then blows out a long huge cloud of smoke. 

"Damn baby you can blow" I say feeling on her butt.

She giggles then leans into me and whispers in my ear, "You wanna know what else I can blow really good?"

I look at her, already obvious of what I still ask. " And what's that mami.."

She takes my hand and leads me upstairs, "C'mon .. I'll show you" She winks.

"Aye bruh! Don't let her hurt you!" My bro Ryan laughs taking a hit of his blunt.

"Shit bro.. her? hurt me? Don't let me hurt her!" I laugh and close the door behind me.

Sophia:

Dear diary,

What's a girl to do when she's dying inside? I mean honestly... I've done all I could to get over him but nothing works. Yeah, he hurt me but man I don't know.. I still want him. I Know he wants me too.. but I gotta take care of my heart. I gotta do me..

My girls thought it'd be a good idea to get me out the house, including Skye since she was still shook up from Julian calling it quits. She needed this more than me... honestly. I get a text from Viki letting me know they're here early to get dress and do hair, makeup..etc.

Viki: Girl, open up this door for Christ sakes.. Lol

Me: Gurol.. hold your horses.

Viki: Alright young Lang. ;)

I shake my head and laugh a little, "What you want?" I play .

"What up dawwggg??" Chelly says walking in with her stuff.

"Uh Uh.. rude much?" Viki and Jayda say in unison.

SKye walks in lifeless as a ghost, "Hey." She goes upstairs to the bathroom and slams the door behind her.. she's taking this real hard. I guess after a few drinks she'll be okay.

"Okay.. so have you showered?" Viki asks giving a playful stank look like I haven't.

"Um yes I have ma'am.. have you?" I ask cocking my neck to the side.

She laughs, "Yezzir Madam.."

"Alright.. let's go get SG and get dress and go.." Chell's says.

Four hours later

When we pull up, the club is packed! I mean like stupid crowded.. us girls being from LB, Compton, and Brooklyn, best believe we finna set it off.

"Girrrlll.. you see this place?" Jayda asks all starstruck.