Luna's Quest To Find Love.

Chap 1: A Deadly Decision

"God please let me die!!!" she screamed. "I want to die" she says as she hits her head on the wall of her bathroom. She is bleeding now but it doesn't stop her from banging her head on the wall.
"How  could he do this to me?" "He said he loved me but he lied. He betrayed me and left me like a piece of  shit. I gave him my heart, my body and my soul and what did that lying bastard do? He just stabbed me right through my heart. Ahhhhh!!!!!" She screamed again, crying out her frustrations.
She comes out of the bathroom with blood running from her head down to her messy face to mix with her tears and ruined makeup.
She walked to the kitchen cabinets and retrieved a bottle of pills. She takes some water and swallow it all. She returns to her bedroom and lies on the bed with tears rolling down the sides of her face. She whispers to God " receive my soul".
As she lays there, she recalls what had happened 24 hours ago that shattered her life and left her suicidal.

***********FLASHBACK**********
"Hello Miss! How may I help you?" says the chubby nurse sitting over at the reception. 
"Hi! I'm Luna Igho and I'm here to pick up my test results" I replied. She just picked up a book lying on the table while I observed her. She looks like she was in her late thirties, probably a mother but I don't think she is a wife considering her bare fingers. She was short and chubby but had a beautiful face and really neat appearance. 'I wonder if she loves working here', I thought to myself.
"Hello!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by her voice. " Here is your result ma'am" . I thanked her and went ahead to open it. I had come to the Wellman Medical Laboratory a week ago to get tested because I've  been falling ill for a while now and my friend  Ebi had suggested I go for a test. The place is well known for their quality services but I just hope I haven't come down with anything too deadly.
"No!" I screamed. "this can't be right. It says here that I'm pregnant. Are you sure this is mine?" The chubby nurse lady didn't even look at me. She just went on to say "Yes, I'm sure. But you can get a pregnancy strip from the pharmacy to confirm" .
I rushed out of the building like a mad woman and ran to  the next building which happened to be a pharmacy. I got some pregnancy strip and was soon on a bus back home. All the while thinking how this could have happened. ''I haven't been with a man in two months. The last time I had sex was with my boyfriend Gerrard. We haven't spoken in a month now because he has been acting weird and avoiding me''  i thought to myself. "I was hoping he would come around but he didn't. How am I going to tell him about this pregnancy? What do I do?"
I got home and ran straight to the bathroom to take the pregnancy test on the strip.
20minutes later, I'm lying down on the floor of my bedroom crying with my cell phone in my hand trying to call Gerrard. "Shit!!! Why me?" I kicked the air in anger. "He still isn't picking. I should call his mom."
"Grrrrr! Grrrrr! Grrrrr!" The line is connecting, "hello!" She says. "Hello mum, its Luna. I'm so sorry I haven't called all this while mum, it's just that I have been ill"  I say to her. I usually call her mum because she asked me to ever since I met her.
"Luna, why are you calling me? After what you did to my son, you have the guts to call and even call me mum? Are you crazy" she screamed. I was in shock, I never expected this response and I was confused. "Mum.... what do..... you mean... I'm confused" I stuttered. " Don't ever call this number again or any member of my family. You are not welcomed here after you went on to cheat on my son. Stupid girl. We are going to block your number from our phones so don't bother calling my husband and daughter." She ended the call and all I could do was sit on the floor with my hand to my heart squeezing the skin around it in order to lessen the pain I felt.
"Cheat? Me? When? Why would he lie to his family that I cheated?" I kept asking myself. I picked up the phone and texted him, " why would you lie to your family and tell them I cheated on you? What did I ever do to earn such betrayal?" I clicked send and the message delivered.
"What if he doesn't reply and continues ignoring me" I said to myself but just then my phone beeps and a message from him pops up. " I see you have received the news. Well, babe it's nothing personal, I just got bored of dating your ass. I have a new girl now. Bye bitch!!!"
"No!!!!!! Shit! Fuck you Gerrard!!" I screamed. I took up my shoe laying by the side and threw it at my dressing mirror. I ran back into the bathroom crying, " should I tell him about the baby? No! He doesn't deserve to be a dad. I will kill the baby and myself too.

I will never love another man. I will never trust another man. I want to die!! This hurt I feel in my heart is too much. Oh!!! I fucking loved him. I thought he was the one, sent to me by God to  compensate me for all I had been through. I told him everything about my past life and struggle and he still crushed what was left of my heart that I had offered him. There was nothing I wouldn't let him do in the bed. I did it all, fulfilled all his fetishes so he would be happy. I thought he loved me.... I can't live without him" I cried bitterly banging my head on the wall of my bathroom.
*******FLASHBACK ENDS********
As I lay down on the bed crying, I start to feel the power of the pills I had taken earlier as my body becomes numb. "I guess this is the end Luna", I mumble to no one, as darkness creeps in.

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