Chapter Thirteen

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Logic's POV

(A.N. This is all before Princey's and Anxiety's fight.)

I knew Anxiety was right but I just couldn't help it.
I needed to be sure that I wouldn't feel the same with anyone or anything else. But how.
A million thoughts came into my mind. But not one good idea on how to resolve this.
Anxiety was still sitting next to me. I wanted to ask him for help but I was too proud to do such a thing.
He kept repeating how I had to make my mind up, as if I didn't know.
I don't enjoy hurting Morality, I wanted him to be okay and I wanted to explain to him what was actually going on and why I was avoiding him. But I also wanted to be honest with him and not giving him false hopes if it turns out I don't have feelings for him. I'm not even sure I'm capable of such a thing.

Anxiety got up. He was leaving. I had to do something.
I got up quickly and as soon as he opened the door I reached him. I took his arm and made him turn around.
I connected our lips. He tensed up immediately the kiss didn't last long. At the end he kind of kissed back. But not really.
I took a step back. He looked at me, I knew he was about to freak out.

"I apologise, Anxiety. I had to prove myself a point." I explained thinking, searching for any feelings after my action.

"You what!? You can't just go around kissing people, Logan!" He almost screamed.

"I needed to know if I would feel the same kissing someone as I feel when I'm with Morality. It's not even close which leads me to believe that, if I have such strong feelings towards Morality by only being by his side and not anything by kissing you than my feelings for him are quite real and strong." I explained my results on this little experiment. Sometimes I was such a genius.

"And you couldn't figure that out without invading my personal space?" Anxiety seemed quite annoyed.

"You didn't seem to mind at the end." I smirked. I could see him blush.

"Shut up, Logan. You are annoying. Now you better go talk to Morality and say that you love him or whatever." He snapped.

"Should I tell him how I figured it out?" I asked.

"No!" He shouted.

"Fine. Thank you Anxiety and I apologise again for not asking your permission that was wrong."

"Hell yeah it was wrong." He sighed.
"Whatever I have things to do. Glad you figured it out. Now move your ass and talk to him." He said and then left my room fast, I wasn't expecting him to react any differently but I knew he'd understand.

Now I only had to figure out a way to explain to Patton everything that is going on in my mind but at least I was quite sure about my feelings.

I lay on my bed staring at the white ceiling above me feeling for the first time nervous to be around Morality.
He has that way of making you feel comfortable around him, make you even smile with his terrible puns even if most of the time they were annoying the sweet way he says them and then laugh make them irresistible.

I shook my head trying to get Patton out of my mind so I could focus on other things but it was way too hard to do when all I could hear in my mind was the sound of his life or the way he screams every time he sees a dog.
I had to talk to him as soon as possible.

Miracles happen omg. Me? Updating so soon? Yup.
Sorry for the short chapter I just needed to explain what the hell Logan was on about.
Today's also my birthday omg, so this is my gift for you (crappy one lol)
Bye for now beautiful small pies.

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