Depression

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A/N: im sorry if this sucks I tried... This will also be about my depression it all started with my past so im gonna tell you it

Hi my name is Aria im gonna tell u about him meeting him loving him and loosing him... First here's a little about my when I was a kid I went through alot of stuff let's just say drugs can ruin lives *cough* *cough* mine. And before you think no I never did any drugs... My mom did. So when I was little I didn't have a dad so I like every normal child would and called the first guy I saw Dad. My mom liked to date alot so I would get attached to one and then they would break up well.. one guy my mom dated was horrible he abused me, my sister, and my brother (who are both older) . Well he had drugs in our house and my mom said they where hers the weren't. So she went to jail.

All three of us kids ages 2,4,6 moved in with our grandma (we called here Nenna I will talk about her alot). I forgot to mention that us kid have different dad's my brother and sister have the same one I do not. Well they moved in with there dad. I stayed with Nenna. My mom got in even more trouble after that like alot she went to jail so much I called it her home. One day my mom wanted money for drugs so she asked Nenna, she said no so my mom put a knife to Nenna's throat ya I was age 4 and had to see it. Well my mom got married in 2011, so me, Nenna and Popps (my grandfather) moved in with her. In 2012 we moved back home in a crappy town in Kansas.

A/N you are probably wondering when do you get to meet him just wait im almost there

When I moved back I was in third grade, now I was little I had buck teeth (still do) so I was bullied I know what your thinking "It's third grade so what" well here you would think you are at a bar and hear people fighting. Well I was the "new girl" I was supposed to hang out with everyone well I am not like that. When I moved back more people came more "new kids" well that was who I hung out with and one of them was him Dylan. Dylan Athanoy Barr. Dylan seemed different, fun, daring. Trust me he sure was different.

Last year

Me and him were still friends I was happy to go to high school with him. At the time.

"Hey Aria how was your summer?" Dylan said happy like he had news.

"Crappy, Nenna had a stroke so I had to move in with my Aunt. I met my dad but he left again probably will never see him again. It was bad at first but it's getting better I guess." I say wishing it was a nightmare wishing Nenna was fine but she was in the hospital sick. Wishing that I never met my father

"Ohh. Im so sorry are you ok?"

"Ya. Im fine. You seem happy. Do you have news, spill."

"So you know Ash right?" He says as if I didn't

Ash was a pure-ish girl before him. She was fun and sweet then.

"Ya, what about her?" I ask slightly confused.

"Me and her... Are dating!" He says so happy I wanna puke.

"DATING!?!?" I liked Dylan for a while and knowing he was dating someone hurt.

"Yeah. Why did you say it like that. Like I just shot your dog?"

"Ohh. No I didn't mean it like that I meant it as in "DATING WOW"."

"Oh ok." Dylan is kinda dumb you can trick him pretty easily.

"So how long have u guys been dating?" I say trying to sound happy like I meant the question.

"About 4 months. Ohh speak of the devil there's Ash im gonna talk to her is that cool?"

"Yeah go talk to your new girly friend." I say in a  teasey tone.

He ran over and hugged Ash she jumped with joy and started blabing about her summer and where she went.

I left the commons and went to my locker and grab my stuff to go to class.

Then I hear my name. I shoot around and see my bff at the time Kenzie. She comes running towards my locker even though our lockers are like ten away.

"Aria how are you doing is Nenna ok? How's living with your Aunt?"

"Can we not talk about it and plus you already know the answer."

"Ya I get it. So did you and lover boy end up together this summer?" She said saying it in a flirty tone and rubbing my shoulder with hers nearly pushing me.

"No actually. Him and Ash are a thing now."

"ASH!?!? He has met her before right he is gonna ruin her I give them 2 weeks."

"Hate to burst your hate bubble right now but they have been dating for 4 months."

"Really? Wow fine six months."

"Did you hear what Ash did though? She sent nudes to Luke B."

"Wait but her and Dylan we're dating all summer. Wait you mean to tell me she cheated?"

"Ya but Dylan doesn't know and I like to keep it that way."I say in a Stern voice to make sure she bats the message.

"Ok fine."

We finally get to first hour Mrs. Centers class and sit next to Brook our other best friend.

A few months later

Ash and Dylan broke up. Now he is dating her best friend Tina Queen.

When Tina and Dylan started dating me and Ash came close because we both liked him and both though they were a bad couple. So we started a little club just us tho called T.B.A (the break-up artist) what we did is try and break those two up we tried many things we started a rumor that he cheated on her. We almost broke them up but didn't.

Ash started dating a sophomore named Cam. After 8 months Tina and Dylan broke up and Ash and Cam broke up. Then Tina went out with Cam and Ash got depressed Bec she still liked Cam.

Soon Ash and Dylan dated again. You can kinda already tell how they are gonna be through out this story.

To sum up the end of freshman year me and Kenzie kinda stopped being friends. I was bullied for being me and began to think of myself as a fat ugly worthless unathletic stupid human being and i was told to kms. And I discovered I was... Bisexual.

A/N sorry if this was bad or had mistakes it's my first story. Sorry for the short chapter. If you have any advice please send it to me. If you don't like this then... Oh well. This probably won't be a long story  I dont know yet.