MILK HONEY N HENTAI

my body aches for power (in all of the wrong ways) forgive me

i am truly sorry

for the day

that i speak

quietly

roughly

echoing

the day i speak

and you drop

to your knees

with pain

and pleasure

that i have

been anticipating

the moment

you dropped

your life

for someone

who didn't

try

at all

for your love

watch me

try so hard

i won't have to try

to be that person

that everyone loves

without reason

and it's sick

i try so hard

to earn everyone's

heart

while

you just exist

and i have been

here

waiting

for a crowd

to recognize

it's last act

who has been

yearning

bleeding

crying

trying

waiting

for

so

long.

dedicated to ---, i apologize indirectly for being momentarily envious of how many people fell in love with you in such a short time. that is not your fault and not something i should have been envious of, more so, i am selfish, and jealous for all of the wrong reasons. you are a bright, young, lively soul, and you deserve all the love you get. stay well.