Rapture

Rapture
written by:
xmarsmallowx

×Her PoV×

Ang sakit. Ang sakit sakit. Bakit ganoon kasakit magmahal? Bakit sobrang sakit masaktan? Bakit pag nagmahal ka kailangan handa kang masaktan? Bakit hindi pwedeng maging masaya na lang? Bakit ang daming wasak ang puso? Bakit ako iniiwan? Bakit palagi akong nag-iisa? Bakit?

Walang katapusang bakit...

Walang katapusan ng pag-agos ng mga luha sa aking mga mata. Walang katapusang sakit na aking nadarama. Walang katapusang lungkot.

I'm sitting on my bed and hugging my knees tight. I was crying so hard.

"Angela." That voice. I know that voice. I'm dying to hear that voice to say my name again.

I felt the world stopped from revolving. The clock has stopped from ticking. I felt everything stopped from moving. Napalingon ako sa tumawag sa aking pangalan.

"Gabriel."

"Why are you crying again this time?" Tanong niya sa akin. Lumapit siya sa akin at lumuhod sa aking harapan. The next thing he did, he wiped my tears away. God! I miss him. I miss his touch.

"Why I'm always the one who wiped those tears? And I so much hate it but I can't leave you in this kind of state."

I got the chance to stare at him again. His fair skin complexion, those pair of blue eyes, the eyelashes that I envy so much, those fleek brows, the perfect pointy nose he have, his pinkish lips that I really wanted to kiss, and my favorite part of his features, his dimples. The only man I met with no flaws. How long have we last saw each other? I really longed for him.

"Hush, baby." He said and hugged me tight. I cried so hard in his arms. God knows how I'm thankful for Gabriel.

"It's already late, Angela, you need to sleep." Kumalas siya sa yakap at hinarap ako.

"I can't sleep, Gabriel. I don't want to sleep."

"Why, baby?" I also miss his voice, the way he say my name and especially when he calls me like that. Another tears escape from my eyes.

"I'm afraid." I mumbled.

"Don't be, Angela. I'll protect you."

"No, Gabriel. I'm afraid that if I close my eyes, you'll be gone... again. You'll leave me again. I'm afraid that I won't see you again." Walang tigil sa pag agos ang aking mga luha at mistulang nag-uunahan sa pagpatak.

"Baby." Napatingin siya sa aking labi. Mariin siyang pumikit. I know that he's controlling his self. He's trying so hard.

"Baby, please stop crying. I will always be right here if you need me. I'm always right here to protect you."

Pinunasan na naman niya ang basa kong pisngi gamit ang kanyang mga palad at napapikit ako dahil sa pagdampi ng kanyang palad sa aking pisngi.

"You need to rest now, Angela."

I gave him those sad eyes that I have. I'm really afraid, I don't want to lose him again.