You are forced into a marriage with your once love/childhood best friend. Although, you don't love him anymore and are disgusted with having to marry him. After driving yourself to suicide twice, you know you can't ever fix things with him but even...
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Bitterly, you sat at the bride and grooms table with Kai. You sat as far at the small table would allow you too as you stared off into the distance as Kai made small talk with the various family members and friends that were coming up to talk to the two of you.
You had stopped your crying at the reception as you didn't want to draw any more attention than necessary. Instead, you sat silently as you let Kai do all the talking. He had a commanding voice and led the conversations well, talking about things you weren't interested in hearing about.
While you waited for the night to be over, you just kept your mind occupying by making up songs in your head. 'I can't wait to go home so I can lock myself in my bedroom' and 'I hate Kai so much maybe I'll poison his breakfast'. You knew that in fact, you wouldn't be returning to your home but instead of a new large home for you and Kai to stay in. You hoped it would be big enough that you didn't even have to see his face. You couldn't even bare to think of the 'honeymoon' that you two would have to embark on. Inwardly you groaned.
Kai was occupied talking to a business partner when your eyes were met with a smiling face in front of you and long fingers poking you on your side to your left. You gave them the best smile you could as the pulled chairs from another table to over by you. Minseok sat closest to you and you couldn't help but eye him in his suit, noting how extravagant he looked. Once you pulled your eyes from him, you acknowledged Jongdae who looked just as enticing. You screamed at the Gods, wondering why you got the dick out of the group and why you couldn't have gotten one of these two.
"I don't think married women are supposed to have wandering eyes," Jongdae joked earning a smack from you.
Minseok rolled his eyes, ignoring Jongdae. "How are you feeling?" His voice was no more than a whisper.
"Like my whole life has been snatched out from under me," you said glumly, not bothering to lower your voice much and feeling Kai's heated gaze on your back as you were turned speaking to his friends.
They both dropped their smiles. "It will all be okay," Jongdae tried to comfort you, reaching across Minseok and brushing his warm fingers over your hand.
"What have you two been up to?" you asked changing the conversation. There was no point in continuing with what Jongdae said because it would not be okay. You were curious, though, wondering if they were still up to no good seeing as how you had blocked them out of your life for two years.
"Nothing really," Minseok quickly said.
You nodded slowly, "Same old stuff, huh?"
You assumed they were still into drugs and doing whatever they hell else they do. They weren't good guys the way they portrayed themselves around you and you knew better. You were sure that in two years that their hands had just gotten filthier, leaving you not wanting anything to do with them but also knowing that you didn't have a choice. When was anything ever your choice?
