Don't tell

Kaylee

That bit- ooooouuuu she got me fucked up. She think she got him where she want him just wait. I sat mad as hell at the lunch table with my friends Brook, Vanessa , Ashley and Sarah. Just sitting here looking at my ex and her holding hands walking by us pissed me off. I'm kinda not worried because everyone at this school already know how I'm coming. I'll beat his ass and hers at the same damn time. And if I want him back I will get him back...which I do want him back but he just a dog ass nigga. See the niggas he hang with think it's cool to play girls and cheat on them. Every since we moved on to the 9th grade it's been hell with him. His grades haven't even been the same he let this freshman shit get the best of him and it's not looking to good.

Someone get that hoe a pole Sarah said trying to be black. She made all us laugh. Who you talking about girl Ashley said looking around. She talking about Tesha ass Vanessa blurred out. I mean she always come to school dressed like she about to go to the club. My parents would beat my ass every day if I even try to step foot out the house like that Brook said taking a sip from her orange juice. These hoes just sad I said shaking my head. What time is it Ashley asked. 9:05 Sarah said texting someone back I assume because she was smiling from ear to ear. Ummm who got you smiling I said being nosy and everyone else in our squad eyes wondered over to Sarah waiting on her response. She looked shocked and put on the spot. I'll tell y'all after school she said putting her phone away. Smmmh I got basketball practice as soon as the bell ring Vanessa said. And I got drill team practice at 4 and I'm not gone have time to do nun but get ready I told her. And you know we starting track season today I cant miss that they calling us out on the intercom before school get out so I want see y'all after school Brook added. And I just got to go home and sleep for hours Ashley said laughing making us strike a smile too. I'm finna put my tray up Vanessa said getting up. Boom !! Damnnnnn me Ashley, Sarah, and Brook said almost at the same time. Some boy knocked Vanessa tray clean out her hand. WTF dude you can't see where you going!! She said to a tall brown skin grey eyed boy. I'm sorry ma' he said with much accent. Damn he fine Ashley said whispering in my ear. Sarah giggled because she heard her. It's all good Vanessa said wiping her clothes off with a mad face. Can I- NOOO YOU CANT JUST GO !!!! She said. He threw his hands up and walked off. Damn girl why you treat his fine ass like that it's not like he meant to do it and honestly you got up and ran into him you was the one that wasn't looking where you was going Ashley said in defense. Come on y'all the bell finna ring in like 5 minutes I said then everyone got up putting they trays up. The line was long and the lunch ladies was slow getting everybody trays. What's up Kaylee a voice from behind me said. I didn't have to look back and see who it was because I know the voice. It was my ex Rashad I'm giving him the silent treatment. I skipped lines so I can hurry up and put my tray up.

Walking in my first period class. choir. My favorite class of the day. Mrs Vell greeted me as always. I love to sing singing if life to me. I'm also the teachers pet. It's like I'm the only one real about this class I don't even see why most of these students signed up for this class because some of them can't sing. ALRIGHT CLASS HAVE A SEAT !!! Mrs. Vell yelled over the bell letting us know class is about to start. Idk I think mrs. Vell just don't like this class because I skip to her class most of my other periods just to stop by and chill like lunch break or when I ask to go to the restroom I'll just come straight to her class. Her attitude be much funnier idk if it's because she not a morning person or the students in her first period get on her nerves.

The classroom door open and a boy let himself in. Hey how are you she walked over to him. He handed her a paper and she looked at it. Ok have a seat where you please. Ooo shitttt!! I said in my head. He fineee I can hear some girls saying. I just keep my cool. Is this seat taking? he asked me. Uhhh umm no go ahead nobody sits beside me. He sat down took his book bag off and focused on the teacher. His sent hit me hard as hell making me forget mrs. Vell was calling my name. Iuhhh yes ma I said jumping up out my seat. Some laughed. I don't know what y'all nun singing tales laughing at. Here pass out these papers. I took the papers and passed them out as mrs. Vell talked. We have a new student everyone and his name is David any more information you want to know about him ask him yourself. In come the giggles. Who wants to get up and sing a song first it don't matter what song it is just no cussing. This is how you all will get your grades for today. I will said the new boy. Shocked. The room got quite for about 5 seconds. Ok David come on up and give it your all. Make sure you take your time when singing. Any runs need to be slurred and not broken up. David got up and walked to the from with much confidence I can tell he wasn't afraid of anything. I sat up in my chair ready to see what he got. which voice tone he is and all that. Ready when you ready mrs. Vell said seating on the desk crossing her legs in her minny dress. Focusing my eyes back on David he looked at me and closed his eyes "Babyyyy youuu shoulddd lettt meee loveee youuuu lettt meee beee da oneee to givee youuu everything you want and néed - wait woahhhhhh woahhhhh woahhh where on earth did you learn to sing like that mrs. Vell said. My heart felt warm I don't know why I feel like he was singing this song to me. He a alto kinda bass singer. Yesssss we needed him no other boy in here Can sing thank God for sending him. I want to go next I don't know who he think he is coming up in here like he can sing. This my show now stand out the way and watch how a pro do it I said with a playful attitude. She can't sing better than him and she know it Melissa said. Ion like that bitch and she study trying me. Why are you here trick !!! You can't sing worth shhh...ooouuuu I can't say what I want to say you lucky. Come on I want to hear you sing David interrupted. Being mad will mess up your voice he joked. I smiled a lil and got myself prepared to sing. I looked at David and closed my eyes. " Oooouuuuu ooo ooo ouuuu ummmm I hummed I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you soooo. I should of held on tight I never should have let you gooo. I didn't know nothing I was stupid I was foolish I wassss lyinggggg to myselfff.... I stopped and opened my eyes to clapping hands. Surprisingly David was clapping too. I took a bow and sat back down in my seat. Anybody else? Mrs. Bell asked. Nobody said anything. I guess the rest of you all want an F for today. I guess so a smart mouth boy said from the back of the class his name Tim he is the class clown and honestly he can sing he just smokes too much so it messes with his vocal cords. The rest of some of the class laughed at his comment. Mrs. Vell can care less about this class I already know she really like a mama to me we talk about everything almost on her spare time.

The bell rung and everybody start walking out and packing they books. I stayed behind as always. Mama what you cooking me tonight I joked as I flopped down on her dresser. I scanned the room to see David still in here he got up and walked over to me and handed me a piece of paper and smiled and walked out of class. I returned the smile I don't know why I feel so many butterflies in my stomach. I even had them when I was singing and I'm never scared or shy to sing around anyone. Mrs. Vell looked at me with that umm look and we both laughed. Get off that desk young lady principal Grey said walking in literally scaring the shit out of me. I hopped down and grabbed my book bag. He a cool ass principal the best one in the school district. He don't care about dress codes or nothing. heyyyy sugar he said walking over to Mrs. Vell. Giving her a hug I didn't want to see. I looked over at the door to see it was shut tight and nobody could look in. I'll leave you too alone I said shaking my head existing the door and closing it behind me.