I Flipped

2017

Closing in on three years after my wreck and graduation, so much as changed. I'm almost a senior in college, but my fear of driving in the rain still follows me every day. I have come a long way, I even drive in the rain now. I face my fear every day and know God still protects me. He keeps me in the lives of those important to me: my family, Jen, Caleb, Shaw, and Kirby; the ones that have stayed by my side all this time after my wreck. I wonder sometimes why those other two, that seemed so worried about me at the time, did not make it even a year later. Then, I remember I am okay now, and that's all that matters.

Time passes so quickly, but the past makes me stronger as I move forward. My grandma is still right when she said, "cars can be replaced, but you can't be."

All those feelings still swell up when I get behind the wheel, especially if I am driving alone. I remember that moment as clear as day, but I do not feel confused anymore. I am still here for a reason, although I may not understand that reason yet. May 17, 2017, reminds me to stay strong and keep moving forward.