The nightmare //Septiplier

Dream

Crying again. I'm always fucking crying. He means everything to me. What if he leaves me. I sat up when i heard my door open. My boyfriend, Jack, walks in. He looks at me, my eyes blood-shot red from crying. Hell, I'm still crying as he's looking at me.

"why are you crying" he asked me, his voice was harsher than normal.

"I'm afraid"

"why?"

"I'm afraid you'll leave me." He's heard that many times before. He sighs heavily, almost like he's tired of hearing that.

"Its always because of that, isn't it Mark? Always afraid I'll leave you. Why are afraid I'll leave you?" He tone wasn't at all the way I'm used to. He sounded annoyed, very annoyed.

"..I'm afraid to lose the one thing that makes me happier more than anything. And my reason to live. Jack you're my will to live and my source of happiness" my voice cracks towards the end

"Ooh so it's all for your benefit huh Mark? Afraid to lose happiness what about me Mark? You don't care if I'm happy. As long as you are it's fine ain't it? As long you're okay everything js fine yeah? Fuck you mark. Fuck your reasons to live. I'm not fucking happy with a loser who's worried about losing 'happiness' and shit like that. It's not fucking comfortable to date someone who thinks I'm not loyal enough, or willing to stay. It actually kinda hurts Mark. Oh but you dont give a fuck. You don't know how it feels so why fucking bother? I'm done mark. Just done." He scoffed

"Mark!" Jack said loudly.

I woke up sweating, and crying just hard as I was in ny dream. Only, it took a few minutes to realize it was a dream. Jack had a worried expression on his face. But I began to wonder if he really was worried. I cried more thinking he doesn't care. Jack wrapped his arms around me in a tight hug. I hugged back tighter

"W- what happened Mark?" He asked me.

"n- nightmares..." I said, remembering what happened.

"o- oh.." He said.

He hugged me tighter than before. His arms gave me comfort. Everything felt okay..

"Jack.. Please don't ever leave me. Please Jack, I can't survive without you. Don't leave. Please."

"Mark... I'm not going to leave you. I won't ever leave you." The way he said it to me had me sobbing into his shoulder. He rubbed his hand against my back. As long as you're okay everything is fine yeah? The words echoed in the back of my head. Darkness consumed me as I cried into the green haired man's shoulder.

//so.. Yeah, that's the first chapter. . I hope you liked it... I'm having break downs a lot so I'm sorry if I don't update a lot..but please enjoy the book.. I'm trying with it-//