Sophiam

Sophia's POV (Flashback)

"Good morning babe!", he said with his raspy morning voice as he entered the kitchen.

"Good morning Liam", I said, trying to keep my voice steady. I didn't want him to see my wet cheeks.

"What's going on?", he asked, clearly concerned about me.

"Nothing", I replied and turned away to make some coffee.

"Soph, talk to me. What happened?", he asked again. I almost started crying again by his worried tone.

"Liam, please don't start this again", I said. The words came out more harshly than I intended them to, and my boyfriend looked hurt. I didn't want him to get worried and feel bad, but this was mainly his fault. If he just would have stayed away, none of this would have happened...

"Babe, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you like that", I said, trying to keep my tone light. Liam seemed to be a bit happier about that so I sat down in the chair next to him and kissed him.

"It's okay, I'm fine, really!", he ensured me. "Was it the fans again?", he asked, and I nodded. He tried to hug me but I turned away and walked over to the coffee pot again and grabbed two cups and filled them with coffe.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, but you shouldn't be reading that!", Liam said as I handled him one of the cups. "Oh, shit that's hot!", he screamed as he spotted out the coffee in the sink. I just laughed at him.

"You really shouldn't be drinking coffee without milk since you do this every single morning."

"I know! But the milk in London tastes like cream", he said and crinkled his nose. I laughed at his adorable expression, I still couldn't believe that he was mine.

"Liam, it's the same milk!", I said, laughing even more.

"So, are you OK?", he asked, more serious.

"Honestly?", I asked and he nodded. "Not at all. It's so hard to be judged like this! I just don't think I'm strong enough for this", I told him. I didn't want to say this but I had to. Liam looked at me, almost crying.

"But Soph, they don't know you! And they have no right to judge you. This is just one of those shitty days", he said. I knew he was right, that it would get better, but I wasn't sure I could stand it that long.

"Come here", he said and I leaned in to his warm torso and he hugged me. Even if I couldn't stand the hate, this was one of the moments that made it all worth it.

"I know this is hard for you but I love you, and nothing they do can change that", he said and kissed me.

"Li?" I turned my head up and looked him in the eyes. "We can do this", I said, and for the first time since we got together I really thought we could do it. We had each other and what was the worst thing that could happen?

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Okey, so that was the first chapter! My english wasn't great and I'm sorry about the terrible grammar and typos but I wrote this about a year ago, haha. Should I continue with this story? :)