Lover Dearest {Sequel to Perfect-Marianas Trench}

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Chantel’s (Porcelain) POV

-One Month Later-

-January-

It had been a little over a month since I found out I was pregnant with Josh’s child. Within that month, so many things happened. I have gone to the doctors and he said I was at least maybe two months along. Josh and I moved into an actual house. It was near my mother, brother and sister, so that was nice. It was great to actually walk around without having to trip over animals numerous amounts of times.

Other than the fact that we’ve moved, things at school are nicer. I never really mentioned how I did get into the talent show did I? Well, I did and when I sang in front of everyone, I felt so much better about myself. It was awesome to see my brother and sister smiling at me from the audience. When I would look and see Lexi, my smile would just get bigger. The pissed off look in her face made me the happiest person alive.

Now about the pregnancy thing, my mood swings have gotten worse. I’m always tired and yes, I have morning sickness. Josh is concerned, but I don’t think he’s figured it out yet. My food cravings are over the top. First it’s pickles and peanut butter, then it’s Coke Zero mixed with yogurt. The food I can’t stand anymore is fish. I used to love fish, now, I think it’s the most disgusting thing in the world.

Other than that, the thing with Matt hadn’t gotten better. Whenever Josh and the guys aren’t around, he flirts with me and tries to get close to me. It just makes me aggrivated. I want to just yell out and tell him to stop, I want Josh to fucking know so he can get Matt to stop. But, I don’t want to ruin their friendship. It’s just so special that it makes me feel like shit whenever I want to bring the Matt issue up.

But right now, I have to focus on telling Josh about the baby. Alicia is still flipping out on me about it.

"It’s been over a month Boo Boo!" Ali bitched at me in the car. We were on our way to school. "I’m surprised it hasn’t fucking clicked in. You do know that I’m still pissed that he did get you pregnant. I should kill the bastard, but you won’t let me."

I sighed. "Look Ali, I’m thinking about telling him today. Calm down. And of course I don’t want you to kill him! I love him!"

Alicia glanced over at me. "So what are you going to say to him?"

I shrugged. "I still don’t know," I placed my hand over my womb and smiled. "But I guess I’ll just wing it and hope for the best. I pray that my parents won’t fucking kill him. Or Micheal. Micheal will probably beat his ass for getitng me preggers."

Alicia laughed. "Micheal. I miss him. He was cool. Hey. Maybe I can help him with that beating."

"No Alicia. No one is hurting Josh. The kid needs a dad."

Alicia smirked and parked the car in the student parking lot. "Okay, okay. I won’t kill the bastard," Alicia told me as we got out of her car. She locked it and walked by my side to the doors. "But I swear to god, if he leaves, he’s dying."

I smiled. "Okay, if that’s the case, then you can kill him."

Ali jumped up and down. "Yay!"

"What are you so excited about?" a guy asked from behind us.

Ali and I squeaked and turned our heads. Jacob Behind him was Devon. Devon was still quiet and he really only talked to Jacob. He would occasionally say ‘hi’ to Ali and I, but that would be it. He was just shy I suppose.

I smiled at the two boys. "Hey Jacob, hey Devon."

"Hey," Devon said back.

The boys moved beside us, Devon on my side and Jacob on Ali’s side. "So are you gonna answer my question?" Jacob smiled. "What are you so excited about?"