*warning: vulgar language and depressing words*
Fuck My Life.
Fuck my mom and dad
Fuck my sisters
Fuck my art
Fuck my writing
Fuck my fat ass body
fuck my boobs
fuck my legs
fuck my arms
fuck my femininity
fuck my existence
fuck anyone who has ever made me feel special
fuck my life
fuck the boy I love
fuck you
fuck my mom and dad for being so great but fighting all the time
fuck my sisters for being so much stronger than me when it comes to pulling through problems
fuck my art for being so terrible
fuck my writing for distracting me from my work even though I never even publish it
fuck my fat ass body because it is so different from all the other boys
fuck my boobs for making me feel like I am not a valid boy just because I was born with a female body
fuck my legs for being covered in scars that I won't be able to cover up at the beach
fuck my arms for inflicting those very scars on my legs
fuck my femininity for making me feel like I don't belong with the other boys. fuck my femininity for making me feel less than valid.
fuck my existence because I have honestly caused so many problems and if it weren't for me a whole lot of people would be so much happier.
fuck anyone that made me feel special because I am not. I am a regular human being that doesn't need to feel special. fuck anyone who made me feel special because they wasted their time by going out of their way to talk to me.
fuck my life because I am so undeserving of the people who are in it and I can't even feel like a boy just because I happen to have a female body.
fuck the boy I love for thinking he is less than priceless. fuck the boy I love because he won't notice the way I speak to him. fuck the boy I love because he won't notice that my eyes twinkle a little bit brighter when he's around, that i am a little bit more cheerful when he talks to me, that he is my whole world and that if I Could, i would travel all the way across the world on foot if it meant saving his life.
fuck you for taking the time to read this and feel any sort of emotion whilst reading this. fuck you for being so damn remarkable that you decided to take some time from you life just to read something that was written by someone who doesn't deserve it.
