Brunei POV
"Brunei!"
I heard my name being called. I turn around to see bright hazel eyes running at me, her silky brown hair sway as she run to my direction. It was no other my girlfriend, ThePhilippines, looking at her makes me crazy in love again. I smiled at her and hold my papers tightly
"Miss me, darling?" I said. She cringe in her nickname.
"Well aren't ya a good lover" She said and cross her arms, giving me a sarcastic expression. I chuckle and ruffle her hair "Hey!"
"Why are you here, flower?" I ask and begun to walk to Arthur office to give this paper while she followed
"Can't I just visit my boyfriend?" She smiled at me. I can't help to feel embarrass by it even though were dating this past few years it seems like we just started dating. I look away at her trying to hide my embarrassment
"W-Well thank you, but you c-could just wait for me" I tried not to shutter, especially in front of her. She seem to be sad about it but her expression change when she notice me staring at her
"Ya I know but I can't wait to see you" She said suddenly hugging my waist. I almost stumble but I regain my composure and let out a small laugh. I pat her hair gently while holding the papers. We walk to hallway like that
The first time I met Philippines was the ASEAN summit, when they first introduced me. There I introduce myself as Brunei and also there was the first time I felt heartbroken and depress seeing my ex-wife forgotten me. I confess to Phil about our history together she told me that she's willing to try and remembered so we started dating. I felt selfish about her, I tried to say to myself to brake up with her and let her move on there's no point to dwell in the past anyway so why am I holding her back?
Because am selfish, am too scared to let her go, too let her be free. I was always in her side no matter what it feels like. Am a coward I was once a empire now just man with no courage. I feel selfish for dragging her like this. Am scared to move on.
"Hey Brunei.." I heard Philippines called my name. I look at her, she seem distant. I breath in and prepared myself for this "L-Let's...have chicken for dinner,K?"
I smiled and nodded. I went to Arthur office while she head home. I place the paper at the angry brit table, he looks stress probably the mountain of paperworks he have in there. I sigh, might as well make some tea. After I finished I put it in Arthur table
"Thank you, Brunei your always such a gentleman am sure your girlfriend is lucky to have you by her side" England commented with a smile. I smiled back and went out the door, I didn't say 'Thank you' at him since...
your girlfriend is lucky to have you by her side
I didn't think that Philippines is luck to have me just because am selfish. I sigh and walk out the building and in to my car to drive home
....
It was a tad quiet. It's just me and her. I ate my dinner slowly, this concern her since she ask me if I was ok. I said am fine but she doesn't seem to buy it but she didn't push it either. After she was the dishes, she step in front of me and hold my hand. I can't ahed tears anymore so I cried in her shoulders
"Silly, tears doesn't suit you" She said to lighten up the mood. I chuckle and touch her soft akin with my hand.
"And being serious doesn't suit you either" I joked and earn a light laugh from her
"Look, I know is hard but..but am braking up with you" There it is the moment I've been waiting for. I thought I was prepared for this but truthfully am not I was still a coward what did I do to deserve her love in the first place?
"Brunei..I know this might be selfish thing for me to ask but..but could you wait for me" She ask. I stared at her astonish, my eyes widen, my mouth gape open. I was shock. She gave a small smile "Am sorry If I was asking for that much"
"No,no,no,no It's okay..I love you" I said hugging her as my girlfriend for the last time. She hug me tighter, I could hear her heart beat and she could hear mine.
"Thank you and I love so much, past or preset even future I still love you" She said and kissed me. I melted at her kiss, so sweet, so gentle and so passionate. She lean back, I smiled and lean in to kiss her again but she block my lips with her finger
"It can wait"
I love my Ex so much
