Love Can Be A Lesson

Introduction

                                                                           By:  Abby St. Clair

       Has anyone ever asked you if you could control it, would you rather choose when you die or how you die? Choose how you die because you don't want to die by fighting something you know you won't win against.  You want to die gracefully & likable, also loyally. But that doesn't always happen, sometimes you die when you least expect it. Other times (as in my case) you will know when you die, & how you die. I know I die within six months.I also know that I will die from cancer. Unfortunately, that is not a lot of time to fix, achieve, & conquer. Obviously, i won't beat cancer.  But hopefully, i will achieve to fall in love. Maybe do something to conquer this world. Then ask God to forgive me for the sins I have done along the way. 

         We all fall for something or someone at some time. No, I am not talking about a crush. I am talking about when you could spend hours just talking to them. Or missing them even though they just left an hour ago. I did not know that I would fall in love or even be loved. I thought I would die lonely, not even the women with the cats. Just me. Before I fell in love, I thought it'll be great not to fall in love because when I die I would die knowing that I was not breaking someone along the way. But I changed my mind at least I felt what it was like. Some of the fighters for cancer don't even get that. Some of them were only 8 & under. So they didn't really get the whole experience of life. But in the time they had, they could've learned a lot in life. To be grateful for what they did get. How to ride a bike. Blow out their wishes for their birthday.

      I guess what I'm saying is be grateful for what you have & get because somebody will always have it worse than you. Maybe they go to school with you. They could sit beside you in church. Maybe it's someone that is always nice. Or maybe it is someone that tries to be mysterious or the person that is quiet in the corner. You never know who it is. 

     Hi i did not like "The Scream that Calls", so another story i'm hoping this one i will like & hopefully you do too. I don't know why but i like these kinds of stories. Thanks for reading even though the only ones that will probably read it are  my two friends. If you like it i suggest you to follow me,(Abbystclair43) because this will not be my last story. Thank you again your writer-Abby