Niall Horan Imagines

Part 2: Falling in love with a celebrity

It was quiet for a minute or so, after you had sent him the message. Then, his reply came. "What is it? Is something wrong? You can tell me... I will understand", it said and it honestly broke your heart a little. It made you doubt if you should tell him that you loved him, like, REALLY loved him. Your heart was begging you to tell him, but your brain said: "You can't! Think about your friends and how they'll judge you! Maybe he'll laugh at you when you tell him and then your friends will make fun of you..."

You swallowed dryly and took a deep breath. "I have no idea how to tell you this, Niall", you typed. "You'll hate me forever", you quickly added, before you sent him the message. You bite your lip, as you anxiously waited for a reply. "I would never hate you, Y/N", he replied. Your heart was pounding hard in your throat. What should you do? Tell him that you will never talk to him again, or should you tell him that you loved him? Or should you tell him that you love him and then leave him? No, that would be cruel... Should you tell him what your friends were doing to you because of all this? Should you explain why you had ignored him last days? Questions were running through your mind as you stared at your screen, deciding what to say. "Y/N? Are you there?" Niall typed. You noticed that you hadn't been saying anything for five minutes, and that you should decide what to do. "Don't worry, I'm right here", you quickly responded. "Just thinking about how to tell you this..."

You thought again. Would you do a favor to your friends by breaking all contact with him? Or would you choose him, despite their hate comments and despite the fact they would make fun of you? You knew your decision, and you knew it was going to be hard to tell him this... "Niall, listen... I think", you sent, without typing what you actually thought. You felt nauseous and dizzy, you didn't know if it was a good idea to tell him this. "Tell me what you think... Don't be so nervous, Y/N", he responded. "Okay..." you typed.

"Niall, listen... I think we should", you sent and let out a breath you didn't realize you had been holding. "Just tell me!" You could tell he was getting impatient now, but you understood. "We should never talk again", you sent him and immediately locked your phone, to unlock it five seconds later. You were curious for his reply. "Y/N? Why? I don't understand...", he sent. Guilt was washing all over you. There was no turning back now. This had to be done. You needed your friends, and he was so far away, he could never support you like they do. But how could you tell him this without leaving him completely broken? Because you genuinely cared. "I just can't handle this anymore, Niall... You feel so far away", a tear slid down your cheek. "Listen love, no matter what, I'm here for you. And I know I'm far away and I know we've never met and I also know that a long distance friendship is hard, and maybe it's new for you. Well, it's also new for me! So please, don't worry about that. If you want, we can meet! :)", he sent. "Oh, Niall", you quietly cried. "If you only knew..."

You clutched your phone tight in your hands as you scrolled through his Instagram posts. Then you went back to the DMs. "Niall, listen", you typed. "We cannot exist. Like, we can't be 'together', do you understand? I don't mean as in a couple, we just can't be friends. I don't even know why you started talking to me in the first place, but I need to break all contact with you. Please, never text me again. And none of this is happening because of you, it's because of me. Don't judge me please... Just leave me alone and live your life. Please delete everything you have from me, please never think about me anymore. It... it's over..." you sent and then locked your phone. You ran to your room and cried all night...

AN: Hey everyone! Here is the update, like I promised you! OMG please don't hate me for all the negativity here... :O Should I make another part with how Niall reacts and all? This is like the first time I wrote a story with a sad ending... coz life isn't always happiness and lalala u know.
Anyways, ILY guys and I really, really, REALLY hoped you enjoyed this! Tell me what you think in the comments or leave a vote. It's much appreciated :) Thank y'all SO MUCH <3