Falling Apart, Falling in love (A Lisa Cimorelli Story)

[7] Secrets revealed. 1

LISA POV

'Should i trust in her'?. I wasn't really sure about it, because everytime I've trusted in someone, I ended up broken.

- So? - kath asked. She probably saw some doubt written in my face.

- I don't have anything to say, there's nothing knew in my life - I lied

- Yeah, I don't believe you - she raised an eyebrow. She knew I was lying.

- With all respect, I don't give a crap - I said. She looked at me in shock

- You know what? I came here to help you, I was so stupid - she said walking up.

- Im sorry - I said trying to grab her arm.

- Save it - she said coldly. And with that, she walked away.

Good one Lisa! I can't believe I did it again, I keep pushing people away, it's not that I want them to stay but idk , honestly i don't understand myself.

I walked back home a few minutes later. I walked in, only to see Christina sitting in the piano, waiting for me apparently.

- What?! - I asked her. She didn't say a word. - Are you going to talk to me? - I asked

-It's true what they say - she said walking to the kitchen. I stood there, not knowing what to do. I ran upstairs, and locked myself in the bathroom. I grabbed my razor, cutting my wrists. I was crying. I don't deserve anything that i have, maybe i should die, maybe i should go to NYU, maybe i should leave the town, and leave my family. They don't need me, no one needs me. I saw a lot of blood coming from my wrist, i freaked out for like a second, but i deserve it. MAybe this is the end. I started to feel dizzy, and a couple of minutes later everything went black

LAUREN POV

I was playing in the trampoline with Dani, when i saw Lisa running upstairs. I didn't pay any attention, because to be honest, things were strange between all of us.

An hour later

- Hey dani, i'm getting tired - I said walking out of the trampoline.

- yeah me too - she did the same as me - i need a shower

- please! - i said playfully, she slightly hit my arm

We walked inside our room, dani went to the closet and i climbed the bunk.

- Have you seen Lisa? - I asked dani. I saw her running upstairs, I though that she'd be here like always.

- Nop, i haven't - she answered walking to the bathroom.

I searched for my phone, and started to scroll trough twitter when i heard Dani yelling. I jumped off the top bunk.

- Why are you screaming, Dani? - I asked her. She was standing in the hallway, in front of the bathroom door

- It's locked - she said annoyed

- It's occupied, probably - i said walking closer

- But nobody answers - She was knocking the door, really hard.

- Let me try - i said. - Who's in there? c'mon open the door, dani need a shower. She's stinky - i yelled

- Hey! - she hit me in my arm

- Would you stop doing that? I'm gonna get a bruise! - I yelled at her

- What's going on here? - Christina asked

- The bathroom it's locked! - Dani said, sitting in the floor. I suddenly felt a phone ringing. I put my ear in the door, trying to listen.

- Hey guys, there's someone inside - i whispered. Christina looked at me confused.