The Shadow's Doom (Markimash Fanfic)

Chapter 10: Where did it all go wrong..

~Aaron's Pv~

My hands felt cold even my cup of hot tea could not heat them up. I close my eyes taking deep breaths trying to keep myself calm to think of anything but Mark. He kept intruding into it anyway not even caring. I gave a small sigh. Everything was going fine but now its all messed up. Where did it all go wrong? My mind went back to when Mark came runnning out of his room and went passed me stopping looking around for something. After that Mark really hasn't been the same. My heart felt weak with pain and sorrow. I wish the man I loved would come back. Mark stood next to me watching me as if he was reading my mind purposely trying to make me feel uncomfortable. Tears tried to claw their way out of my eyes. Why did things have to change? I turn my head to the calendar on the wall. Only four days left till Valentine's day. I hope I still have a chance. I feel like something inside me is changing too. I feel a lot more emotional than usual. I feel alone inside and depressed. Mark changing hasn't taken the best affect on me.

"Aaron" Mark's voice interupted my thoughts.

"Yes?" I could tell my voice quivered in the air.

"I think I'm going to go stay in a hotel for a while" Mark's words shattered me.

Instead of answering I walk to our room. At first Mark just stood there but soon followed after me. As soon as I saw him in the doorway I began throwing his clothes at him as hard as I can. My heart broken, tears almost spilling, anger yet sadness spreading threw me. I was close to pulling out the dresser drawer and chucking it at the man but he came up to me giving me a tight squeeze. Standing there in silence I watched him pick up the clothes and put them away in a suitcase for safe keeping. The man kissed the side of my cheek leaving me behind. Hearing the front door open then close as I sunk to the floor letting the tears fall.

~Mark's Pv~

Numbness filled me as I stepped out into the cold air. I whispered sorry into the wind knowing what I have done to Aaron. I wasn't expecting him to do what he did with my clothes. I could see the broken in his eyes yet it didn't faze me one bit. My heart seemed to refuse to beat yet I was still living. The cold licked my skin but I enjoyed it. I was beginning to feel satisfied with my acting and my words. I walk past Wade not even looking at him and he just seemed to watch me gather my things and prepare to leave. A smirk spread a crossed my face in satisfaction as I drove away from that god forsaken place. I reached the hotel and got my room key and went to my room. I might as well have a little fun I thought to myself. I make my way down to the bar. One drink, five drinks, fifteen drinks, thirty drinks. I could hardly stand and my words slurred together. A lady helped me to my room but before she could leave I had my arms around her waist kissing her. She was drunk enough to stay letting me undress her. Everything went dark.. I awake the next morning looking beside me to find her there and a question popped into my mind. Where did this all go wrong?

Authors note: Hey guys.. I think I'm going to take a break.. I'm breaking down because of people here in my town basically telling me I'm a terrible friend and that I'm self centered.. When all I do is listen to them and keep things to myself and when I do talk to them they ignore me.. So I'm crying my eyes out and I probably won't be okay for a while.. I also lost my best friend because he told me it would be better if him and I don't talk anymore so.. I'm kinda flying solo... I'm sorry you guys.. Ill still be making the video on Sunday though if my eyes aren't red and I'm okay enough to do it... Anyways sorry again.. Love you all~ Kari