" I don't know. " I said.
" Keira cut the bullshit and tell me what's stressing you out. I can't help me if you don't tell me what's wrong. " he said.
" I don't know August. I really don't. I guess I'm stressing over my career, you, just everything there is. " I said.
" Keira one thing you should not be stressing over is me. I know that you worry about me doing you wrong but I'm not. As far as everything else goes I don't know. We'll work something out about that. '' he sighed.
" It's just hard August. I feel like I'm 16 all over again. I have so much responsibility. '' I said getting ready to cry.
" Keira don't cry. " He said getting in the bed with me.
" I tell myself everyday that I'm strong but August lets face it. I'm weak. I'm just as weak as I was when I was 16. " I cried.
He got up and shut the door and then got back in the bed with me.
" Baby you are not weak. If anything you are as strong as I thought you were the day I met you. Baby if you feel like you stressed or need help don't hesitate to come to me. That's what I'm here for. I don't want you to feel like you can't come to me cause you can. Ima always be here for you and you know that. I hate to see you like this. I really do. " he said wrapping me in his arms.
" But you're already so busy. You're working on your album. You-- "
" Just stop. I might be busy but you my girl. You can always come talk to me. From now on I want you to talk to me. '' He said cutting me off.
I nodded my head and cried into his chest while he rubbed my back. I calmed down after a while and the whole timed August was rubbing my back and consoling me. " Your not weak. " he said lowly.
I nodded my head okay and looked up at his eyes. This motherfucker was high. " Are you gone stay here with me? " I asked.
" Only if you want me to. " he said.
" Please. I want you to sleep in the bed with me. " I said.
" Baby I don't think it's enough room for the both of us in the bed. " he chuckled.
" We'll make it work. " I said.
I moved over in the bed so he could get in completely. Once he got in the bed I laid my head on his chest. He grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers.
" Ow. " I hissed.
" You okay? " he asked.
" Yeah. Just this stupid ass IV. " I said.
" Sorry. " he said kissing my hand.
I smiled and it was quiet for a minute. " What are gonna do? " he sighed.
" August forget what everybody else is saying. I know that you didn't hit me and you know that you didn't. I hate that they think that you did but you didn't. Baby I Love You and I don't care what anybody else says. You see I just had an argument with my two closet and best friends for you. Don't make me regret that. " I said rubbing his chest.
" I'm not. I promise I won't. " he said.
" Good. Now let's get some sleep. I'm tired as hell. " I said snuggling closer to him.
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August Alsina : Not An Ordinary Love
FanfictionLiving with her disabled mom and her sister and brother Keira can't stand neither sibling and prays that one day she'll get away from them. Keira is only 17 years old and she's in her senior year of high school. August who is on the come up of makin...
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